Selfconflict Stories

Just a little insight into my thoughts It's just my thoughts on various beliefs, assumptions, issues and much more things that I feel need to be expressed. The cover belongs to its respective artist and I have no copyright.

A spiritual short story I made as a project for my yoga class in my sophomore year of high school, it deals with overcoming and understanding each individual chakra in a very literal sense. I was hopeful that I could faithfully portray every individual Chakra in not only its physical attributes but its metaphysical ones that the protagonist has to understand and adapt himself to. Chakras are not something that you overcome, they aren't roadblocks, you are the roadblock. This was something I wrote at a time where self-harm and depression were a daily struggle, even though this story itself does not deal with these aspects of life, it is something I wrote (partly as a school project) but partly as a coping mechanism to internalize all the lessons I had learned from the past year. One of those being that the greatest threat you can ever face is looking right back at you in a mirror.

She was tired of it. So she just decided to runaway but never will go back home. Or can she really ever find a place called home. Picture is mine

This is just me talking about how I'm feeling in life nothing too interesting or maybe it is if

Welcome to Nicks Messed Up Diary. The main goal of this is to not only introduce readers to the kind of person I am but for people to enter my mind and express my emotions, for readers to be able to connect with what they fear the most by speaking what others cant put into words. I not only tend to share my life which was full of constant affliction at some point but to also share a peace of my genius, a part of my scuffle with the not only the outside world but my inner self.

In the depth of winter, a single moment alters the course of a boy's life forever. William is fifteen when love becomes consequence and innocence gives way to judgment. When the girl he loves dies in childbirth, he is left with a son and a world unwilling to forgive him. Cast from his home, shunned by society, and burdened with a responsibility he scarcely understands, William must learn what it means to endure when faith falters and mercy feels distant. As winter tightens its grip on Edinburgh's stone streets, hunger and grief press in on him from every side. Yet in the quiet places of suffering, where anger wrestles with prayer, William begins to discover that manhood is not measured by strength or success, but by sacrifice. Years will pass. Love will return in an unexpected and troubling form, forcing William to confront the cost of grace and the weight of forgiveness once more. The choices he makes will test not only his conscience, but the very faith that carried him through his darkest hours. The Measure of a Man is a story of loss and redemption, of sin met with mercy, and of a boy who must become a father before he ever learns how to be a man.

The story of a Prince who went on an adventure to find his real purpose.

"You know the phrase life gets worse? Yeah, that's become my new motto." Welcome to Surrounded By Walkers, a story of how Emily tries to find a way to get out and protect herself and what she has left, which isn't much. She basically travels through hell and back for her family and safety and won't stop unless she's dead. In her case, with the amount of shit that's piling up on her, she might as well be dead until... she finds a few reasons that are to good to be true. Especially for this hell that is the earth now.

Changeling is going through something only Raven can understand. He acts like everything is fine but Raven sees through his surface. She attempts to help him but he pushes her away. But Raven isn't a quitter... "You think your alone but your not. Remember that?" Raven asked. I snorted. "Yeah and? How's that phrase supposed to help me?" I asked, no emotion in my eyes. "Because, it saved me a long time ago." Raven said, before walking away. Friendship is love set on fire by people who attempt keep the flame alive. It can't be put out by rain, a tsunami or any type of liquid. It can change a one's soul as well as one's heart. Helping a friend is not easy but Raven's willing to go the extra mile. The question is will she be able to?

The mere fact I had to hide the fact I was a siren to my sister was a problem on its own. Trying to control my urges was the biggest challenge I had to face. Sometimes I just....lose control...

Kelly is a 13 year old girl who is struggling with peer pressure and the need for attention. She is surrounded by an unhealthy environment which is always making it hard for her to cope with the new emotions. She has a best friend , Diana who always helps her when she needs help and she also gives her advice. Will they succumb to peer pressure? Will their friendship overcome this obstacle? Will they be able to overcome the emotional turmoil? Will they overcome the problem that children of the age of 13 - 19 are facing worldwide or will they succumb to the problem? What will happen when Kelly decides to start dating? Let's find out... Get ready for the drama ahead because it's going to make you emotional , happy , sad etc ...so buckle up and get ready for the endless drama

Could a devil live an angel's life?

This is a story about a girl who feels ignored and disregarded by everyone in her life. A girl who's main concern is for others, but no one's is for her.

"Help me i need help!" She screamed hoping someone would help her from her. But no one did people either walked away or ran away due to fear so she had no one to help her. So she was forever alone in a cold world at war with herself

Nerezza is scared of the monster under her bed, but what she doesn't know is that it's there to protect her from the real monsters: her parents. And very possibly, her self. -Romance -short story -fiction -simplified rewrite

Dear readers! I wonder, who am I talking to now? Who are all of you? What lives do you have? Do you feel happy and peaceful? You show on social media only small parts of your life, whhich are visible only with small parts, like a concert from dark hall whose light and electricity system has severe impairments, like a blurry vision from wet window due to snow or heavy rain, like only eyes of a person are visible when he or she looks in very small mrror. Oh, I enjoy all of those comparisons too much...To be simple. you demonstrate only part of your life on media., rest remains unknown because you do not manage or do not wish to present. Will some of experiences described here resonate with you and seem painfully or blissfully familiar/ Will some monents seem like nightmarish, while others - like impossible dream, like beautiful distant fairy tale? Many of you will dream of life like this family. characters of this book, although not so few of you can pitty and be horrified as well.Because our worl are both wonderful and violent. changeable and constant at the same time. So I am trying my best not to confuse you, not to make you want to sleep for a short time and not to bore you. I am collecting my thoughts, but sometimes they just carry me away...I am sorry for writing from myself using the world"I" so often, it might seem to be arrogant and selfish. So I wull try to use "they".,"Those people", "this perosn", "the boy", "the girl", "the child", "the lady", "The gentleman", "the guy", "the girl", "the woman" "the men"/ "guys", "ladies", "girls", "boys", "kids", "adults"

It was like one of those things that you don't notice until they come and slap you in the face.