Selfconflict Stories

Hey obviously I'm not some big shot writer...but I am a writer desperately wanting to express and share my emotions through poetry (some poems are inspired by some of the amazing people in my life and their emotions) and since the peoms are based mainly on real emotions it's very relatable , and Abit depressing..but the poetry I write paints pictures and tells stories.... please just give me a shot and read my poetry... I'll update every week and that is a promise I can definitely keep

pointless free-writes about the big man upstairs; the puppet master

This book is the story of a ordinary girl with an extraordinary gift, but will she be able to control it? This story starts with her mother, and how she becomes a vessel for an angel, while her brother becomes a vessel of a very powerful demon. Arianna gets possession of both of these forces, which battle inside of her mind for dominance. Will she conquer over these forces? or go mad in the process?

Violet is a 13 year old girl, who just started her secondary school education (or middle school). She realised that it is extremely different from the schooling she had before (when she was 7-12) and faced many difficulties. So, she established an online private blog, where only she herself could see it, and started posting almost daily. She would also often reply to her own private post. This type of "self-conversation" diaries showed how her life turned out in secondary (or middle) school.

Adelaide Hemming isn't like most girls, the only thing she looks forward to is spring. Spring, when her trees grow their leaves back, when the flowers bloom, when the animals come out again, and when her wayward father comes home. But this year it's different, and Adelaide doesn't know if she can stand it.

Being honest with yourself - this poetry collection deals with thoughts and inner conflicts about the self Read the first poem and see for yourself!

He was judged. He was forced into a place. He didn't want it. He wanted to be good. But he was a demon so how could he be free? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A short story

"I know I'm just a substitution for her. I know you dont really love me, but that's fine. I'm happy being used, as long as you're the one using me"

Could a devil live an angel's life?

If you are feeling out of place, stuck or you just had a plainly bad day then read this. You won't regret it. This is just a plain effort to make someone's day better with the abilities I possess and the knowledge have gained through my experiences. Hope It helped you.

Every night I lay on my bed and while I'm trying to sleep I remove the pillow and I look at the ceiling and I just think. Last night this voice was in my head that sounded like me, it was the first time I was insulting my self like that. Did I stood up for myself against myself?

The next paragraph is the description, the next line is some backstory. Something I cooked up trying to find my style in writing, also to deal with writing burnout from my wip, I would've kept this to myself but I think I've really cooked some good stories attempting this, I'll upload the rest if I even see one comment, this is just to test the waters. Weird. (the image used for cover is from gond tribal painting, idk copyright stuff so if im posedd to take it down, lemme know!)

She is sorry she needs to leave.

Ruby is a girl who didn't belong anywhere in her home town she was born different from everyone else. She was born with one blue eye and one purple eye along with this a few special gifts no one else was like her so she was an outcast growing up all she ever wanted was to fit in. Ruby's stepmother Britney was jealous of the power Ruby held so she sent Ruby to Saint Jones Mental Institute to see if they could get rid of her powers. this is the place Ruby calls her own living hell each time Ruby gets caught using her powers her stepmother sends her away. Ruby was sent back to Saint Jones for her fourteenth time during her summer vacation this time it's different because her father comes home from the army. When he got home he discovered his baby girl was nowhere to be found so he searched up and down the house to find nothing he finally checked the voicemails on the home phone. It turns out Saint Jones left a voicemail for Britney about Ruby's condition and when she could go home. He wasn't going to wait he jumped in his Jeep and goes after his baby girl. This year Ruby finds the love of her life, but she's in for the fight of her life. This is Ruby's time to shine will she hide in the shadows forever or will she stand up and fight for what she loves.

Jess is finally going! That New Zealand holiday is at its dawn, and all she can think of is landscapes, walks and adventures. But what she does not expect to find, is what is waiting around the corner - someone. Someone who will turn her holiday upside down, force her to rethink the way she views life and its experiences, and make the toughest decision of her life - to embrace the six weeks she is given with him, or leave with nothing. Set amongst the idyllic scenery of New Zealand, this is a small-town, semi-escapist romance of the moving - sometimes melodramatic - odyssey that first love can be.

A single connection. And one choice that bends time just enough to ruin them both. Was it meant to be, or did time take the revenge. Was it foolish, or was it to protect own self?

It seemed impossible to believe that Petrauskas even had a heart, that behind his cynical tyranny, there is a broken and damaged man. But how? How can he be so cruel, so evil, and have even a molecule of emotion in that dark, dark soul? There was a time where he was kind, but that seemed so far away now. So far fetched after what he did to me. After he took away the one thing that brought me joy these bleak days. I couldn't sit by and watch any longer, I had to stop him. I had to stop Petrauskas for good. ~~~~~~~~~~ #323 of 1.2k in grief (10-1-19) #596 of 4.27k in guilt (10-28-19)

This is just me talking about how I'm feeling in life nothing too interesting or maybe it is if