Selfconscious Stories

a girl who thinks everyone's watching her and a boy who thinks nobody's watching him keep bumping into each other; it's almost like fate brought them together. she overthinks and he doesn't think, so when they start understanding each other, they help each other navigate their youth, and become the best versions of themselves.

This is me talking about my experiences being extremely thin.

This is just a poem about unrequited love in the vein of T.S Eliot's 'The Love Song of J.Alfred Prufrock', except it is written from the perspective of a woman. It is a largely unfinished and unpolished homage to Eliot, but please feel free to read it and comment on it.

As I walk around in my meditative state, I find something strange. In the middle of all the Christmas decorations, nebulas, and cosmic libraries - I need to solve a mystery - of my mind. Originally posted on my Tumblr blog as a Christmas Calendar year 2017.

In the Big Apple a photographer, Brooklyn Beckham, meets a girl who's like no other, and wants nothing more than to capture her in his lenses. His muse is stubborn and hates being on camera. How can these two be together if neither one of them are willing to adapt to a different lifestyle?

I have never seen myself as an individual worthy of anything. Since the very first day I could remeber I have been told that the world isn't as fairytails tell it.but I would have never thought back then that without me nothing would change the way I do now. These are poems that I have written in hopes someone would be able to understand me. TW//for the following poems

You know that feeling you get when you feel like nothing matters? Like you could do anything and no one would care. As long as you help them it wouldn't matter. This was my life...Now don't start screaming depressed or anything of the sort at me. Because I am not depressed. I am the girl that everyone expects to be happy. You know, the girl with loyal friends, wealthy parents, pretty face, has an answer for everything... Well if you don't know the type, now you do. My name is Rose. Rose Tyler... And no I'm not the girl from Doctor Who... I wish though. She has beautiful hair, eyes, body. Everything I don't. I have dirty blonde hair, Brown eyes, Pale skin, I'm not skinny but I'm not fat either, and I'm tall. I can also be very shy but when I'm with my friends I'm a crazed lunatic. I feel like its my job to make people laugh so I'm also known to be funny. But I have trust issues. If I give you my trust you better make sure you do not break it. A genius once said "Trust is singular that's why when it is broken it is hard to give it again." Now back to my story. When I was a little girl I played tons of sports. I played T-Ball, Softball, Dance, and I even did a little bit of horseback riding. These sports made me grow up a little faster. And it made me a tough tomboy. But as I got older I started to like the girly stuff. Like dressing up, makeup, and doing your hair. I actually enjoy it now. But that tough little girl is still inside me, and when she comes out....it's not pretty. In this story you will see me fall, cry, laugh, smile, blush, and pour my heart out. But don't judge a book by its cover even the happiest man on earth will have bad times. Little did I know that my life was full of them... Some cursing Mature content

Theo Foster is a 25 year old man who has never experienced love. He's never had a first relationship, first date, or even a first kiss. He hasn't even held hands romantically with someone before. He always felt like he was falling behind his peers, especially when he hears that another person got engaged or married. He wants to know what it's like to be in love but believes that no one will ever have feelings for him. Theo feels unlovable and fears he will never experience the love he craves. For now, he reads romance novels while picturing himself in the stories and dreaming of the day when he might finally know what it's like to be in love. Theo fears that it is too late for him to experience his first love, but maybe someone will prove him wrong. THIS IS A BxB STORY

Mia had always been a very bright and lovely girl who could light up a room with her smile. When she was 16, she was diagnosed with brain cancer. Her world was turned upside down. When she was very young her parents died due to a car accident, the only one person who was worried for her was her grandma. She used to live with her grandmother since she was 4. Now that doctors have given her only 6 months to live, she decided to face her remaining days with the same light she had always carried. Then there was Ethan. He was quite, introspective and kept everything to himself. His parents lived in Germany for their family business, thus forcing Ethan to live all by himself, completely alone at his place. It has been 8 years that he is living his life this way, sometimes his school friends come and stay over. He too was given a cruel hand by fate----a brain tumor that would give him only a year to live. They were just teenagers; they were living on borrowed time...... What would happen in the future? Will their paths even cross, when they already knew they were different from their peers?

This... this is my story.

Where did I go wrong?

So, I tried writing a story on this before but I got lost continuing it and it wasn't going where I wanted it to. Instead of writing a half fake story, this time it'll be the real deal. The whole thing. My life. I will give my experience with Trich up to this point and then continue with updates on how I'm doing. I really hate having nearly no hair left on my head so I feel like I need more help. Feel free to share stories and give me tips in the comments. They will be more than appreciated. Thanks :)

**!!TW: abuse, minor injuries, and substance abuse!!** Anna Morgan had always loved the idea of a soulmate. Someone to spend your life with that would love you unconditionally. Someone who was always there and always understood. You could say she was a bit of a romantic. Everyone had a soulmate, whether it be platonic or romantic everyone had their person. On your sixteenth birthday you develop an empathy link of sorts. In short uncontrollable bursts you could feel what your soulmate was feeling, after a while you can even hear their thoughts.

A compilation of my story idea's All idea's are in the rough and the names chosen are only filler names! Keep that in mind as you read them.

Here Amanda will tell you her stories of her life, on how she copes with being a black girl in an area with predominantly white people. She talks about how she deals with racism and much more. In this book you get an insight of that one black girl. Join Amanda in her emotional roller coaster and her outtake in life. Highest Rank No. 601 in Short Story

Set forth plainly, self-consciousness is focusing on your inside world that could somehow get covered down, shoved aside, or slip through the cracks. Your "inner world" is simply a bubble of your feelings, sentiments, inclinations, or physical sensations. Joshua Hunt talks about self-consciousness quite positively and explains why it is important to practice. To know more about him, read Joshua Hunt Fitzroy Island- The Best Ways to Build Confidence in Yourself.

Thoughts come and go so I thought of writing down those that won't leave. Also there is no schedule for this, don't expect a lot.

Grayson Rose just moved to Kentucky from Sydney, Australia. She loves reading, singing/listening to music, and drawing. She has a big imagination, but will her self-esteem be brought down even more when she meets Alex Kingston? Will Grayson be able to survive or will she give into the devil. Read and find out! (P.S. I'm not very good with descriptions, but please read it's worth your time!) (This book contains anorexia and self-harm please read with caution!)

Everything has a reason. Life is cruel. Everything have their own endings. So I'm hoping for A Peace for Myself. 08.24.23

a poem about being loved by someone when you hate your body