Selfdestruction Stories

Warning - this story contains mature content REWRITING IN PROGRESS (1-3 Done) Grayson Marshall has spent his life battling with demons; some born of trauma, others forged in the depths of his own mind. Diagnosed with bipolar disorder and haunted by a troubled childhood, his fragile world unravels after a reckless night of drinking ends in a DUI. To avoid jail time, his father, Robert Marshall, a formidable yet deeply flawed attorney, commits him to a psychiatric facility. But what begins as a brief stay quickly morphs into something far more enduring. Grayson finds himself trapped not only within the sterile walls of the institution but inside the labyrinth of his fractured mind. There, he meets Ronan Blackwell, a fellow patient with scars of his own. Though the rules forbid personal connections, Ronan becomes Grayson's unlikely anchor, guiding him through the chaos both within and without. In a place where reality blurs and healing comes at a cost, Grayson must confront the shadows that have stalked him for years. The fiercest battles are waged in silence, deep within the mind. Will he find redemption or be consumed by the very demons he's spent a lifetime outrunning?

Riley's guaranteed to be a Caregiver, and she knows that herself, but what Little would want a Caregiver that has no time for them? None, of course. So, what does Riley do to solve that? Lie and pretend to be a Neutral, a new upcoming Classification open to all those who don't lean into any of the standard ones. However, when her Caregiver side gets out of control and she starts to get judged for her decision, would there still be a chance to turn around? Or, will she be stuck where she is due to the consequences of her actions? --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This can be read as a stand-alone even though it's a sequel to I'll Never Be Little. There will only be spoilers for the first book. However, if you've never read a Classification-style book before, I suggest you read I'll Never Be Little first. THIS STORY IS NOT BXB.

❝ I can admit, I am not fireproof. I feel it burning me. I feel it burning you. I hope I don't murder me. I hope I don't burden you. ❞ - Tadgh Lynch knows what broken looks like. At seventeen, the scars he carries don't show on his skin, but they live in his chest. Quiet until something, or someone, wakes them. He's learned how to survive by pretending he's fine, by locking the past away and refusing to look too closely at the people around him. Especially her. Alannah Kennedy is the girl everyone underestimates. The protector. The reckless one. The one who burns so her family doesn't have to. She loves too hard, hurts too quietly, and copes in ways that are slowly destroying her. Drugs, alcohol, bodies that don't ask questions. She's learned that if she keeps moving, she won't have to feel. When Alannah crashes into Tadgh's life, he sees the signs immediately. The flinches. The self-destruction. The way pain clings to her like a second skin. It mirrors his own too closely to be a coincidence. So he ignores it. Because recognizing her pain means confronting his own-and some wounds don't fade when you press them together. Some only bleed more. As their worlds intertwine, the lines between saving and hurting blur, and the people around them become lifelines neither of them asked for. But love doesn't always fix what's broken. Sometimes, it just shows you how deep the cracks really go. - * All characters in this book are owned by Chloe walsh, Except for the Kennedy siblings, Kian Donovan, Niamh Buckley and Finn McCarthy!!!! *

No Longer Human (Japanese: 人間失格, Hepburn: Ningen Shikkaku), also translated as A Shameful Life, is a 1948 novel by Japanese author Osamu Dazai. It tells the story of a troubled man incapable of revealing his true self to others, and who, instead, maintains a façade of hollow jocularity, later turning to a life of alcoholism and drug abuse before his final disappearance. The original title translates as "Disqualified as a human being" or "A failed human".The book was published one month after Dazai's suicide at the age of 38. No Longer Human is considered a classic of postwar Japanese literature and Dazai's masterpiece. It enjoys considerable popularity among younger readers and ranks as the second best-selling novel by publishing house Shinchōsha, behind Sōseki Natsume's Kokoro. Added with entertaining illustrations to make it more enjoyable and understandable. Mostly found in Pinterest, so credits to the respectful owners of the images presented in each parts.

Carmel changes everything. One night with Matteo and she's hooked on the toxicity. Alexander is steady, loving, telling his mom about their future. She's having sex in club bathrooms and lying about where she spends her nights. Two beds. Two men. One completely broken woman who knows she's sabotaging everything good and can't stop herself. The undertow is pulling her under, and she's decided to let it. Chapter 4 of series I fumbled him (A love story)

a human being who loses the context of human life.

What do you do when you know exactly why you sabotage everything good, but you can't stop yourself from doing it anyway? Chapter 2 of series, I fumbled Him (A love story)

Prequel to Barbed Wire Psalms Carousel of Destruction is a series of raw, confessional poems about the cycles we swear we're done with... until they pull us back in. Addiction. Relapse. Temptation. Memory. Survival. Every piece is a snapshot of the spin- the chaos, the crash, and the climb back out. These aren't pretty stories. They're the ones you feel in your ribs. - Left The Circle I - The Pullback II - Downward Spiral III https://www.patreon.com/posts/barbed-wire-144840033?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link

A raw travel story about ego, excess, loss, and survival. From a mushroom-fueled night in Pai to being broke, barefoot, and paranoid in Bangkok, this piece follows a young traveler spiraling through chaos, humiliation, and dark humor - and somehow making it out with nothing but a passport and a story worth telling.

(discontinued 😔) The tale is well known: of the day Herobrine turned evil. When his illusions became reality. When his brothers turned from him. But, little is known regarding the rumor about his daughter! Little more than a bounty to her name and glowing eyes on her face. Like her father, she too dislikes her uncles...but, she doesn't exactly like her own father either. She is forever in denial of her true origins, preferring to think herself the little street thief she had practically been born into. The truth, however, hammers at her door. How long until she lets it in? Trying to get back into reading some fanfiction and picked up a couple ones about Herobrine's daughter, like old times. Cringe, even my own. I have no idea what this is going to be about, but I want to write a "Herobrine's Daughter" story that isn't like the others. Yes, because I'm *flips hair* not like the other girls! Cover art ISN'T mine. I decided to go simpler for this one. Check out "Oblivion" over on YT -- made by Winks -- to see the original image, as well as an awesome song with it!

In every lifetime, they found each other-and in every lifetime, fate tore them apart. In the ancient kingdom of Aurien, Seraphina, a sheltered princess, and Ronan, a rogue mercenary hired to protect her, were destined to be enemies. Yet, against all odds, they fell into a forbidden love that defied duty and honor. When betrayal and bloodshed tore them apart, Seraphina gave her body to save Ronan's life, only to be cast aside by the man she sacrificed everything for. With her heart shattered and soul broken, she took her own life. Ronan, driven to madness by the weight of his mistake, burned both kingdoms to the ground before ending his own life. But fate wasn't done with them. In the present day, Avaline Ryes, a brilliant yet guarded woman, and Ronan Kane, a hardened special ops mercenary, are brought together by a twist of destiny. Hired as her bodyguard, Ronan is drawn to Avaline with an unexplainable, soul-deep connection, but neither of them understands why. As fragments of their past lives resurface, the pain and passion of centuries-old heartbreak begin to haunt them. When Dorian Blackwell, the sinister reincarnation of Seraphina's vengeful betrothed, appears, their nightmare begins anew. Manipulative and cruel, Dorian seeks to repeat history, forcing Avaline into submission and threatening to destroy her once more. But this time, Ronan remembers the truth. With a burning vengeance, he annihilates everything in his path to protect her. And when fate tries to tear them apart again, Avaline's trembling voice shatters destiny itself: "I'll do it again-in this life, in every life. I'll die a thousand times... just to see you smile." In this life, they refuse to lose each other. In this life, they will conquer fate itself. Even if it means burning the world down again. 🔥💥 A tale of timeless love, brutal sacrifice, and redemption-a love story that spans centuries, drenched in fire and blood, but destined to find its way back to eternity. 💫🔥

Poems to help with your mental state. The good, the bad, the ugly, the sad, the angry, the hurt, the happy

Kiernan sees the world in absolutes; right and wrong, pure and corrupt. But the deeper he sinks into his own rules, the harder it is to breathe. He is haunted by thoughts he can't silence and rituals he can't skip, but he's trying to be good. Really, he is. Even if it's tearing him apart.

Two months ago, ZERO vanished without a trace. His disappearance has left his closest friends-Sakura Haruki, his composer, and Kujou Takamasa, his stage designer-devastated and searching for any sign of him. But their efforts prove futile as they hit a wall: finding someone whose identity remains a mystery seems impossible. Then, one day, Haruki receives a mysterious letter addressed only to him. The letter, with its single word-Haruki-becomes the sign he's been waiting for. But Takamasa, pragmatic and increasingly worried, wants Haruki to move on. He feels like the search is hopeless, but Haruki's belief in the possibility of ZERO's return only grows stronger. As the rift between them deepens, Haruki faces a choice: continue searching for the truth and risk losing the bond he shares with Takamasa, or let go of his hope and accept the loss. ⭐️ Inspired by Time is Running Out by Muse and Until I Know by Pachinko.

One Hand, Many Fantasies - Volume 1: The Lover An Urban Erotic Diary Series This isn't a love story. This is a diary soaked in lust, heartbreak, obsession, and the kind of toxic chaos you swear you'd never fall for... until you do. When E.V. picks up her pen, she doesn't write sweet poems or filtered romance - she confesses her dirtiest, wildest, most dangerous desires. Each night brings a new fantasy, a new body, a new mistake. But behind every filthy entry is a girl unraveling, chasing something she can't admit she wants - love, power, control, or self-destruction. If you think this is just smut, keep reading. The heartbreak hits harder than the orgasms. The red flags pile up. The diary starts falling apart. And by the time you realize you've crossed the line... It'll be too late. Trigger Warning: Explicit sex, toxic relationships, obsession, betrayal, real-life struggle, and raw emotional chaos. This is not soft. This is not filtered. This is the diary you should've never opened.

His name is Ashton Gray, he deals with bullies, abuse and constant doubt. He doesn't really have a good life, but will all of that change when the new boy moves to town. WARNING: ABUSE/SWEARING DEPRESSION/SELFHARM IF THESE ARE TRIGGERS FOR YOU DONT READ!!

Have you ever killed someone? No. I didn't think so. My name is Sophia no last name. I have killed people, and it has come to my attention that I have by catholic standards outdone myself to get a first class ticket to hell. Good thing is I don't believe in anything other than myself or else I would be in a rather sticky situation. Don't be fooled though, I've yet to regret any of my killings.

For lovers of nonchalant and melancholy...

A small composition of the things I wrote that may or may not form a story.

my innermost thoughts