Selfdestruction Stories

In the depths of Purgatory - a massive Nether prison ruled by NULL - Spoke is supposed to become just another broken prisoner. But after a failed escape attempt and weeks of surviving inside the violence, fear, and psychological pressure of the prison, something inside him begins to change instead. As guards tighten their control and prisoners slowly lose what makes them human, Spoke becomes obsessed with understanding how Purgatory works. He studies patterns. Learns manipulation. Adapts faster than he should. And the more he survives, the more the line between survivor and monster starts to disappear. The prison was built to destroy people slowly. The terrifying part is that it might be turning Spoke into someone far worse.

They loathe each other. Shoto Todoroki and Katsuki Bakugo have been locked in a deathmatch since day one. Sworn enemies, fated rivals, forever foes-or whatever they want to call it. It's only a matter of time before the tension snaps. This story contains mature themes such as drug use, self-harm, and smut. #1 in todobaku #1 in bakutodo #1 in shototodoroki #1 in bakugoxtodoroki #1 in todorokixbakugo #1 in selfdestruction

"How long till you say-release me Kian, it's hurting?" "Hmph..." The mockery could scald me more than it could be smarting to someone for whom wounds were just a tenderness felt by neurons and not the mind. "As long as you don't say-'You have ruined my effort. Everytime.' Say Kian, 'You have wasted the life I have been trying to save.'" Another drop trickled down. "I..." "You may already have thought of it. Not once Kian... of all people, why did you have to have optimism for someone who drowned in the ocean of nihilism?" "Remini..." "Does calling my name deliver you from distress?" "Come with me..." My grip on her got relinquished, the heel of my hand-a rich mess of red. "I want to take you to a place-there was someone who resembled you somewhere. She loved the place so much." "Kian..." "Come with me. I want to take you to all the places she ever considered beautiful." -•⁠꒱⁠✿꒰•- Some meetings bring disasters. A messed up story. (Timeline: 1997) What happens when someone arrives to offer help and gets stuck in some other mess? The art professor who quit the only thing he was good at decides to restart sketching after getting a glimpse of the woman's life for who living itself was exhausting. Kian saves Rem. But he gets stucked in her traumas. [A man of uncertainty yet full of buried responsibilities; Kian is quiet, melancholic. A man of time and energy; Winston loves long journeys with Rhea. Sometimes he's a bit suspicious but he has patience. He scarcely loses his cool but when he does, it's bad. Once childhood bestfriends now lovebirds; Rhea, Winston's quiet and romantic wife. Loves stormy nights and rain. She has short temper. The reason why they fight often. Possibly? Rem; a girl of miseries-shattered, hollow.] Four characters-Four lives-Merged into one. 'Remini-of the word reminiscence.' #tragedy #melancholy #self-harm #alienation #romance #depression #sketchartist #misery #betray

THE SURGEON OF LOVE AND THE HEART - Description This is the story of Peter, a young man shaped by a childhood spent in an orphanage, where he learned too early what it means to be forgotten. At the age of 11, he experiences his first deep emotional bond with another boy from the orphanage. For the first time in his life, Peter feels seen, valued, and loved. But this fragile happiness is brutally taken away when the boy is adopted by a wealthy family and disappears from his life without looking back. That abandonment becomes the defining wound of Peter's existence. As he grows older, this pain turns into anger, self-destruction, and emotional isolation. By the age of 14, Peter has become a troubled teenager, labeled as a "problem child" rather than a boy who is hurting. After a tragic event and a serious accident, he ends up in the hospital, physically injured but emotionally shattered. There, he meets John, a young medical trainee. Unlike everyone else in Peter's life, John does not judge him, reject him, or abandon him. He stays. He listens. He returns, again and again. Slowly, a fragile connection begins to form between them. A bond built on fear, resistance, and emotional dependence, but also on trust and quiet attachment. John becomes the first person willing to face Peter's pain instead of running away from it. The story explores emotional healing, abandonment trauma, and the struggle to learn how to love when you have spent your entire life being left behind. The title The Surgeon of Love and the Heart symbolizes John as someone who "repairs" a broken heart-not with medicine, but with presence, patience, and consistency. It is a story about invisible wounds, and the possibility of healing even when someone believes they are beyond repair.

Lyrei was always good at being alone. Always absent from social gatherings and half listening every superficial conversation between people her friends forced her to hang around with. While hiding from a party at the back balcony she met him - dark circles and bruised knuckles, a scar under his eye and cigarette smoke all around him. His name was Ishor and from the moment she laid her eyes on him she could tell there was more to him than a damaged guy selling drugs to get by. The idea of getting to solve the mystery of him ran deep into her thoughts even though she knew he would do her no good. But curiosity never killed a cat, did it?

Riley's guaranteed to be a Caregiver, but what Little would want a Caregiver that has no time for them? None, of course. So, what does Riley do to solve that? Lie and pretend to be a Neutral, a new upcoming Classification open to all those who don't lean into any of the standard ones. However, when her Caregiver side gets out of control, and she starts to get judged for her decision, would there still be a chance to turn around? Or, will she be stuck where she is due to the consequences of her actions? --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This can be read as a stand-alone even though it's a sequel to I'll Never Be Little. There will only be spoilers for the first book. However, if you've never read a Classification-style book before, I suggest you read I'll Never Be Little first. THIS STORY IS NOT BXB.

Heart-wrenching, lyrical, and achingly intimate, Collapse Theory is a novel about addiction, grief, faith, and the quiet ways trauma teaches us to confuse survival with living. It is a story about first love, the unbearable cost of trying to save someone who cannot save themselves, and the long, uncertain journey of learning that healing is not the same as forgetting. Because sometimes the greatest tragedy isn't losing the person you love. It's surviving them. Disclaimer: AI was used for any photos/book covers included This book is emotionally mature and talks about real life struggles including addiction. Please take that into consideration. If you're having a hard time, don't fail to reach out! You are NOT alone!

🏆x3 Awards! ✨️Second Place for Best Cover in the Cassiopeia Mini Awards. Proud to say What Was Held made the short list in The Original Muse Awards! I'm Liliah. Sixteen, almost seventeen. I hate being me. Why? Ten reasons: 1. I'm stuck in Muxleigh - a suffocating seaside town. 2. My mum only cares when it affects her. 3. My step-dad runs our house on fear. 4. I'm failing the person I love most: my six-year-old sister, Forsythia. 5. I don't know who I am... or why I'm here. 6. I attacked the worst boy in town - now I'm hated, and he's still worshipped. 7. My vice? It's leaving scars. 8. My mental health? Apparently I belong in a psych ward. 9. Bexmoore was meant to be a fresh start. It wasn't. 10. I had two chances at something real... and I ruined them both. I'm at breaking point. Hiding in the dirt, literally, I'm not joking. What I hate the most? How alone I feel. Maybe telling my story means someone else won't feel like this. Before it's too late.

You loved them. All of them. That was never the lie. The lie was that loving someone would be enough to stop you from destroying them. Repair is calling someone back when you don't want to. It's sitting with the discomfort instead of doing something dramatic about it. It's boring and thankless and it doesn't make you feel noble or redeemed or anything at all. There's no high. No catharsis. No moment where you feel like you've paid enough.

Christine feels alone. She IS alone. So when your entire world changes. What should you do? Christine changes her world even more. Kissing girls and boys, sex, skipping some classes, falling in love, failing math and telling truths she never thought she'd tell are just the tip of the iceberg. BASED ON A TRUE STORY.

Welcome to the raw, unfiltered story of Renna, a 22-year-old waitress drowning in anxiety, grief, and self-destruction. Raised by her father, Tom, a hardened mechanic who lost his wife to cancer, their home is more of a graveyard than a refuge. By night, Renna works a dead-end diner shift, chasing numbness through booze and bad decisions. But no matter how far she runs, the mirror always finds her-reflecting every mistake, every ghost, every reason she can't escape herself.

Poem about struggling with the thoughts in my head. Cover art is not mine. All rights to the artist.

Y/N L/N is a daughter born to a filthy-rich family. She was supposed to be spoiled rotten. However, due to circumstances out of her control, she was outcasted and mercilessly abused. She was a miserable and pitiful child, always on her knees apologizing for things that weren't her fault. At a young age, her one goal in life was to grow up and escape this hellhole. She'd planned to remain useless in order to escape. However, all of her plans came crashing down when her beauty caught the attention of a rich man. She was then engaged to the older man, her marriage being postponed til she reaches adulthood. Y/N refused this and even attempted to kill herself. Surprisingly, the man was kind and even convinced her father to grant her 'freedom' until their marriage. Her father used her younger brother's life as a threat to keep her from never returning. She got away, eventually discovering about demons and training to slay them. It wasn't long before she became a Hashira. ... All of the other Hashira's loved Y/N. Her kind nature and bubbly personality drew everyone in. However, what hid behind her smile was a dark, twisted and miserable life. Would they be able to save her before it's too late? Or will she slip away, embracing a future she believes to be bright an warm, which might not be the case...

In every lifetime, they found each other-and in every lifetime, fate tore them apart. In the ancient kingdom of Aurien, Seraphina, a sheltered princess, and Ronan, a rogue mercenary hired to protect her, were destined to be enemies. Yet, against all odds, they fell into a forbidden love that defied duty and honor. When betrayal and bloodshed tore them apart, Seraphina gave her body to save Ronan's life, only to be cast aside by the man she sacrificed everything for. With her heart shattered and soul broken, she took her own life. Ronan, driven to madness by the weight of his mistake, burned both kingdoms to the ground before ending his own life. But fate wasn't done with them. In the present day, Avaline Ryes, a brilliant yet guarded woman, and Ronan Kane, a hardened special ops mercenary, are brought together by a twist of destiny. Hired as her bodyguard, Ronan is drawn to Avaline with an unexplainable, soul-deep connection, but neither of them understands why. As fragments of their past lives resurface, the pain and passion of centuries-old heartbreak begin to haunt them. When Dorian Blackwell, the sinister reincarnation of Seraphina's vengeful betrothed, appears, their nightmare begins anew. Manipulative and cruel, Dorian seeks to repeat history, forcing Avaline into submission and threatening to destroy her once more. But this time, Ronan remembers the truth. With a burning vengeance, he annihilates everything in his path to protect her. And when fate tries to tear them apart again, Avaline's trembling voice shatters destiny itself: "I'll do it again-in this life, in every life. I'll die a thousand times... just to see you smile." In this life, they refuse to lose each other. In this life, they will conquer fate itself. Even if it means burning the world down again. 🔥💥 A tale of timeless love, brutal sacrifice, and redemption-a love story that spans centuries, drenched in fire and blood, but destined to find its way back to eternity. 💫🔥

Walking down in a familiar neighborhood, it was an indication that I was near my home. The streetlights were helping me to see in the dark as the sun had disappeared completely from the sky. It was quiet. Really quiet. As if this was an abandoned town. I felt anxious suddenly, but I ignored it because I thought it was all in my mind. But while walking, my pace slightly increased as if something in me detected a threat in my surroundings. "Hayley" a sweet but unfamiliar voice of a woman rang in my ears. I froze on the spot. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A turn of events leaves Hayley shocked and clueless to say the least. Losing her father when she was very young followed by her mother abandoning innocent little Hayley and her brother. She feels a strong, bitter feeling of hate and rage at the thought of her "heartless mother". Hayley has a mission to accomplish in her life- to find her cruel mother, to confront her, to ask her the questions that are associated with pain caused in her life. But She stumbles upon dark secrets that were kept hidden. How will she save herself? How will she protect her brother? Will she be able to fight and escape, or will she be lost in the dark trap of lies?

Inspiration: My irritation (I regret nothing) This is a parody about two of my teachers y'all, pls ignore the existence of it, I'm only putting it up for my friends. 🙏

A story about two people from different backgrounds brought together by love. Ronny and Pinchez have been best of friends since their high school days. Their friendship is far from normal as they are both in love with each other. Self-destruction and homophobia threaten their love and they are left questioning it all. How far would one go for love? How does one know when to let go or keep holding on?

Depois de anos alimentando uma paixão não correspondida, será que ela encontrará o amor? Ou melhor, será quer ela se entregará ao amor? {A Haleb fanfiction}

Have you ever sabotaged yourself along your journey to reach your dreams? Have you ever done real damage to yourself?

What if this was heaven, you laugh but you know the saying, "This feels like my own personal hell?" well what if we each live in our own personal hell or heaven depending on our past lives. And what if the all of the past lives, still haunt you in the form of nightmares? Would it be easier to know your past selves transgressions or to be hopelessly naïve to why your life is blessed or cursed? These are all things our lovely lead will have to find out for themself.