Selfharmawareness Stories

A collection of modern poetry exploring the beautiful, messy reality of growing up, healing, and finding yourself. Updated regularly. Hit the 'Vote' button if a poem speaks to your heart!

Travis Phelps never enjoyed being such an angry person, it was forced into him, almost as if he was branded by his own father's sharp unnerving hands. He screams and fights and pulls at the ache in his soul but to his dismay he never reaches the kind person he used to be before his legs were chained to a floor of agony. That is until a well known blue haired boy named Sal finds him sobbing in the bathroom stall, scribbles down his number and address, offering him help if ever need be. A wisp of his former self slips through as he thanks him and that was the beginning of it all. The cure to the ache in his soul was on the rise, but little does Travis know the darkest days are ahead of him ready to swallow him while. Will he find peace or will his future tear him apart. Now that is the question that awaits to be answered. ☆ ★ ☆ ★ ☆ Hey guys! this is a Sal x Travis x Larry Sally Face fanfic. Travis is trans masc in this fic so ftm Sal and Larry are NOT and I repeat NOT step brothers in this fanfic ⚠︎⚠︎⚠︎ A few warnings ⚠︎⚠︎⚠︎ This fic will contain violence, child abuse, sexual abuse (not glamorized), self harm, suicidal ideation, cannabis use, alcohol use, possibly smut, and drug use ★ ☆ ★ ☆ ★ If this fic is not your style please do not read I will be using some of my own trauma to base this fic off of, I grew up in foster care and have been through a lot of shit so I don't need any hate, this book is being written for me because I want to feel accomplished after years of not writing ☆ ★ ☆ ★ ☆ Anyways that's my spiel I hope you enjoy the fic!

What do you think that Dazai would do if he heard the surname of his mortal enemy from inside the bounds of Yokohama orphanage. As you may or may not have guessed he took in the two adolescents and led them through the confusing world that they had become entangled in. If you want a heartwarming and slightly morally questionable fanfic then this is for you. I hope to see you on Karma Doselevsky's journey of self discovery as she navigates the unfamiliar circumstances of a stable, caring family, and how to control the aspects of her own soul that seem to be entirely restless. I do not own any of the characters in the bsd cannon, only Karma and Kai Doselevsky and a few minor characters are OCs in this story. Feel free to leave comments and start a conversation!!

Nick is a lonely, depressed boy who has been bullied for years because of his sexuality. He believes the world has turned its back on him, and he even refuses help from the person he loves. He can't eat, and to escape life, he hides in cigarettes and cuts. But this is only what the living world sees. Since he was born, Nick has always had a ghost for company, but not just a normal ghost. The ghost of Lillith, or Beelzebub as she prefers to be called. She had chosen him at random to save Hell from Heaven's subjugation, but to get there, he would have had to die. Ignoring Beelzebub's warnings to wait, Nick takes his own life, only to find himself in Hell and save it. Between new friendships and training, Nick must save Hell from Heaven and heal himself of everything, especially his mysterious past. And perhaps it will be this very journey that will make him accept himself, and also make him discover that love is possible for him too.

Paano kung pwede pa palang bumawi sa batang ikaw? Clara Mae E. Caliente was on the brink of death, but then suddenly her youngerself, Maeh, came to her life. helping her to recognize the worth of living. Each person is believed to experience their last seven remaining minutes before their death, but for Clara, she believed that her seven minutes is a loop of hatred and pain. On the other hand, Rainer Antonio S. Legaspi becomes her steady ground, and a support system. Rai offers Maeh one thing she taught was gone. Now, Clara is caught between her trauma and the hope of new beginnings. The question is.... Will Clara die for her? or Will she live for her? ___ Year Started: 2024 Year Ended: 2026 | Complete |

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝟲 a story about Violetta Holland, Rory Kavangah, Emery Gibson, Declan Gibson, Holly Biggs, and Mateo Feely **second generation

She was supposed to be the rookie neither of them noticed. Instead, she became the one thing Shane and Ilya could never agree to share. Twenty-one-year-old Izabela "Izzy" Mila Elisaveta Stoyanova arrives in Boston as Bulgaria's newest hockey prodigy, joining the Boston Pride with a reputation that seems almost impossible to live up to. Photographic memory. An extraordinary hockey IQ. A mind that moves faster than everyone around her. And an obsession with the game that borders on religious devotion. On the ice, Izabela is terrifyingly precise. Off it, she's quieter. Books are safer than people. Patterns make sense when emotions don't. Her black-framed glasses, French crown braid and ocean-blue eyes make her instantly recognisable, but she's far more comfortable disappearing into the library than standing beneath a spotlight. Then she meets Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov. Except there's one problem. Shane and Ilya are already in love. Years of rivalry have concealed something neither man has ever been brave enough to name publicly. Behind closed doors, they have always tangled their hatred with devotion, and their competition has hidden something much softer. Izabela doesn't intend to become part of that equation. Neither does she expect to fall for them. And neither Shane nor Ilya expects the quiet Bulgarian rookie to become, somehow, the missing piece neither knew they were searching for. The hockey world has spent years watching Shane and Ilya fight. Nobody is prepared to watch them love. Especially not when Izabela gives them something neither of them has ever had before: a future that belongs to all three of them.

Avery thinks Derek is gone. He is coping with it. But someone is watching. Waiting. Avery doesn't know that. Slow Burn and Angst. Im am soo late to this hehe. Cover art by me.

THIS IS THE NEW (and improved) ONE BECAUSE I LOST MY OLD ACCOUNT! Jinx is on a mission to get her two close friends Jayden and Esme together. They're a perfect match and clearly like each-other back! Or so she thought. Jayden might... like boys? Or to be specific, Zayn??? Update every Friday!

Minho is currently 27 years, old and the second eldest of skz...no matter how many roles he has he still doesnt feel part of skz... TRIGGER WARNINGS: Sh EDs Su!c!d3 @tt3mpts Su!c!d@al th0gHt$ Anxiety Panic Attacks Swearing Maybe so vague refrenc3 to r@pe/SA Description of like blood and stuff ALSO this book/story is purerly FICTIONAL and does NOT represent the skz members in real life

This book did not start as a book. It started as simple questions I gave my students, the kind of questions that ask someone to pause, look inward, and answer honestly. What came back surprised me. Some answers were funny. Some were tender. Some were the kind of thing you don't expect a teenager to say out loud, but are grateful they did. I've gathered those answers here, gently smoothed into full sentences, but left otherwise as they were given, unnamed, unranked, all equally worth reading. If you are a student who once felt unseen, or an adult who has forgotten what it is to be young and afraid and hopeful all at once, I hope something in these pages speaks to you. These are not my words. They are theirs. I only listened, and wrote them down.

At twenty-two, she is one of the most recognizable models in the world. Her face is on magazine covers, billboards, and advertisements across the country. Wherever she goes, cameras follow. Fans adore her, photographers chase her, and the media seems determined to turn every part of her life into a story. But fame has never given Elena the life people imagine. Behind the perfect photographs is a young woman who has spent years being controlled, criticized, and taught to hide anything that might make her seem less than perfect. Her mother is the one person Elena can never seem to escape-and despite everything, Elena still loves her. There is another part of Elena's life almost nobody knows about. She has always wanted to sing. Then, in 1984, at the height of Thriller's success, Elena receives an invitation to the Grammys. Two weeks later, in a room filled with celebrities, cameras, and some of the biggest names in music, she meets Michael Jackson. Michael is already one of the most famous people on earth. Elena is already accustomed to living under a spotlight. Neither of them expects to find someone who understands what it feels like to be watched by the entire world while desperately wanting a place where they can simply be themselves. But the world is watching. And the media doesn't know the difference between a private life and a story worth selling. Because when the lights go down, that's when the real story begins.

Jude was an omega who has been trying to find his soulmate but since he was on break decided to visit his family unaware he was going to end up finding him over there due to a friend he made at the airport named Jack and falling in love at first sight when he saw Erling. Erling was heartbroken and was tired of his feeling being played with he promise himself to never fall in love who spends his time at the bar making out with random people for fun but felt nothing not knowing his teammate was going to introduce him to his future bonded lover both of them unaware. One night Jude invited Erling to hang at the bar and Erling gotten overly drunk and Jude decided to take him home and Erling broke down and vented everything of his past which the omega felt sad and disgusted because the drunk giant told him he was abused by many people trying to take advantage of him and his ex she would abuse him and hit him everytime like throwing things at him and the omega couldn't take his feelings anymore and grabbed his hand and told him I can treat you better just let me prove it.

The summer following his junior year of high school was not looking great for Wilson Taylor. Firstly, after hiding it for years, he was outed as a Trans man, which, in this Texan town didn't earn him any respect. It only made him a target for bullying as well as the center of gossip for old people. Everybody hated him but his childhood best friend Bran, which leads us to his second issue. His embarrassing crush on him. It had been going on for as long as he had known Bran, and Bran was straight. He needed to make it go away. Brando Connell has always sort of hated himself. What's not to hate? He distanced himself from his parents because he couldn't handle being called sinful. He was quiet. He ignored his problems long enough to forget about them. And, most importantly, had been in love with Wilson Taylor for years. His future was not looking bright. Being gay in Texas was like personally offending everyone you walk past. Nobody could know that though, he was somewhat popular at school. He wasn't sure how that came to be, but he couldn't ruin it. He wouldn't ruin it. And, most importantly, he couldnt put poor Will through more than he already had been. ... What I think happened during and in between the wishbone trilogy music videos! If you haven't watched Conan Gray's wishbone trilogy, you can still read this, but you'll get better satisfaction from it if you do. enjoyyyy

Pain is something everyone feels, extreme is an understatement for how much it is felt. There is not a single way to express it fully but a pen and paper sure works a lot. --- I am not a poet, or a good one, but that just means it will get better and better throughout the book, anyways, enjoy!!

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This is a group of short stories written of all genres. Please give me feed back and comments on my writing because I'm new to this.

pony is an is a drug addict. zizzy secretly struggles with sh and drinking issues. when pony is high after a party, doggy is drunk and giraffy is just a witness, pony hits zizzy with a car. they panic and flee. zizzy is stuck in a coma, after a week she wakes up. but oh boy, there is a lot of drama in there highschool. please correct any SPAG mistakes!!!!

සමහර කතා පටන්ගන්නෙම තරු අතර ලියවුණු ඉරණමක් එක්ක!!