Selfharmmention Histoires

" death is strange,to some its peace, escape from pain. to others its pain,the loss of someone they love. we understand it's presence but not its timing. we accept it's certainty,but not its cruelty. And maybe that's the hardest part,not that death comes but it never asks who's ready..." Black moon or more so known as sunoo,a grim reaper who's only purpose was to escort souls to the after life.the leader of all grims had told him that heesungs time was coming and he needed to bring heesung to the after life,sunoo felt a bit uneasy something grim reapers where NEVER supposed to feel ... heesung had always been a people pleaser, always smiling,the best friend,the golden boy and the example parents always shown their kids when they would act up,but nobody asked how he was going, nobody asked about the faint scars on his wrist,his sudden weight loss, and his so called "diet" that was just an excuse to starve himself eventually exhaustion catches up to him, and as soon as the transfer student sunoo arrived heesungs count down to death started. heesung and sunoo:stollen time

Dean isn't ok. he's had a very stressful day with the supernatural con and the ghosts and his life in general. he is so ready to leave. as he's saying goodbye to Damien and Barnes, they tell him something that he would never have guessed (of course not he's stuck in his own hyper-masculine, heteronormative world). this 'reveal' brings some of his thoughts and feelings into question. So I wrote this immediately after watching this episode (The Real Ghostbusters, season five episode nine) partly because I had a good idea and partly because I thought it would be interesting to revisit my views of the characters as I progress with the show. Anyways please enjoy it

"Tyler isn't real Josh" 6 year old Josh has hallucinations of a boy called Tyler, His only friend.his parents are worried but he gets upset when they try to tell him Tyler isn't real. But is Tyler actually real? (Under editing for typos)<~(editing on hold) Written to be a few days or weeks apart any longer will be statated Finished 27/10/16 A few sentences max per chapter Tw: hallucinations, mentions of self harm

"What if I kissed you right now?" he said, leaning in closer, "honest?" I asked, feeling my face begin to heat at the thought of him kissing me. "Honest," he replied, "I think I'll cry," I whispered... SCROLL DOWN (cough cough gay) basically this is klangst, and im trying my best this junk starts off really triggering like seriously this could be the saddest/realest shit you'll ever read THIS IS A VERY SAD STORY AND I HAVE DESCRIBED DEPRESSION/SELFHARM/ANXIETY IN THE WAY I FEEL IT PERSONALLY SO PLEASE BE CAREFUL WHEN YOU READ IT, IT COULD VERY EASILY TRIGGER SOMEONE DEALING WITH THESE ISSUES!!!!!

I feel down? I write stories of me projecting it on other characters. Enough said.

August is powerful. Power isn't always a good thing.

the girl in the mirror looks at me funny.

It's five years after the war. Hermione is happy to have finally started moving on. She has her dream job, good friends, and a loving boyfriend. He even seems as though he's going to propose! It doesn't seem as though it will last, however. Not when everything goes wrong. Not when everything turns on its head. What will Hermione do when her perfect life falls to pieces? Who will she turn to? None other than her worst enemy. (Self harm mention. Plot is mine. All characters and most world building belongs to JK Rowling.)

alot of stuff about death, dysphoria, destructive thoughts, and alot of being paranoid

note: this story is not in any way made to glorify or romanticize depression. I am aware it is a mental disorder, I am not at all saying it is a good thing, nor will it be treated as one throughout this story. Thank you ... (Y/n) is fifteen years old, and has just recently moved to Beach City with her mother and father due to financial issues. Things have been rough, and she has been struggling to get around and feel comfortable with her new home. During her time spent on the beach, she meets this boy, Steven Universe, and he seems to be one of the sweetest people she's ever met. Due to the help from Steven, she's slowly starting to feel comfortable with her surroundings, as well as herself. She realizes that, over time, she started developing feelings for him, and she doesn't know how to handle it. She really cares about him but knows he already has feelings for his best friend, Connie. She doesn't want to ruin his relationship with her, but she doesn't want to keep these feelings forever, either. Sometimes, though, it's best to take a risk rather than to stay in the dark forever. !!! this story may possibly contain slight mentions of self-harm and suicide !!!

"So what's on your mind tonight?" the brown-haired asked while playing with the broken zipper on his jacket. Tyler had to be honest, "Blurryface." "Isn't he always?-" "Well...no..." Tyler flicked away a small spider on his shirt, where his heart was. "No?" Joshua stopped messing with the zipper. "He leaves a lot...goes somewhere in my head." Ty rubbed his temples as Blurry warned him not to spill everything, but it was his best friend so he couldn't hide something as important as that. "He wants me to kill myself." Tyler murmured his eyes staring at the wood below. "But...you want to stay alive, right?" "Of course I do." Ty lied to Josh for the first time. "So?" "He wants to kill the person I am." he tried to explain, "The person you see is the real me, the one I want to be. Blurry is my anxiety, depression, and insecurities...whether he's a figment of my imagination or not. He's still a part of me." Josh shrugged, then sat down in Ty's beanbag next to the older boy. "Well, crazy or not, I'll always be here for you."

Ichimatsu gets injured and is forced to walk home with Karamatsu. (No BL) (This might be a bit angsty.) Whoop and now another chapter with Choromatsu and Jyushimatsu getting into a bad situation at a concert. This is kinda just practice writing the characters. I might add several chapters simply writing from different perspectives. Warnings will be before each chapter.

Mayoi falls back into bad habits.

the first 6 chapters are the original project I did my junior year of high school, the rest are other poems I wrote at varying times from then 'til now.

Emilia, a girl tormented by grief and trauma always seems in a world of her own; She's distant, cold, and broken. Can a band of 5 boys free her from the shackles of her past? Or will they pull her deeper into the dark, into her own personal hell?

Just some random fae based roleplay prompts I come up with. Not all will be long (they are prompts after all), but there will be occasional long ones, so that'll be fun.

Lindsay Baldwin has been moving her entire life, and she could care less about the town she's moved to this year. Not to mention the tole her mothers death has put on her. Suicidal, Lesbian, and just trying to seem normal. That is, Until she meet August Richards, Waitress at the towns cafe. This town is small though, and word spreads fast about her life. Can she last the summer with the help of August, or will she break by September?

(Rody x Vincent) - Dead plate fanfiction - Rody has a chance to get over Manon after a event that happens, he takes it gladly. Yet soon his heart calls out for someone else, more specifically, Vincent. Vincent is a renowned chef who had a bad experience with love last year. When Rody starts to pursue him, Vincent is not ready. In his mind he doesn't wanna get hurt again. In Rody's mind, he loves Vincent with his whole heart, he just has to prove it. (This is my version of Dead Plate without Vincent having cannibalistic qualities). (Cover art is not mine, I have just edited it.)

"Tonight, the starlight shines. The men look out their cell bars. One sees mud, but the other? Stars." Part 5 of the Marware Oneshot Series! The cover is drawn by my awesome sauce pookie, MJ!