Selfloathing Stories

Megan is forced to go to a boarding school at the start of her junior year. G!P

Leopardfoot watches Tigerstar grow up whilst remembering her own troubled past. CW: grooming, violence, depression

||-Ongoing-|| ♦In A Silence That Speaks Volumes♦ ♦{Love{Betrayal{Lies{Marriage}♦ ~~~~~~~~~~ 'I shouldn't tell you this Praise, I should take it to my grave but I can't. I must tell you least I will never live.' 'Simi, you are scaring me.' 'Praise, I love you, you know that?' she asked him. 'Yes, yes I know and I love you too Simisola,' he told her. 'I shouldn't Praise, I shouldn't. But I must,' she continued saying as she cried more heartbreakingly. 'What is it Simi? What must you tell me but mustn't?' he asked in a voice that did not take no for an answer. 'I slept with Collins.' ~~~~~~~~~~ A wife is more haunted than her husband about something that should have haunted him instead. And their marriage becomes unstable and a shadow of what it used to be. This is a story of love and marriage. It is based on the trials that the chaos of marriage can bring. I hope you enjoy the book! @OmaPhinaPhire🔥 Highest Rankings On Wattpad: #1 Satisfying #3 Wattpadnaija #4 Watt9ja #4 Africanbooks #5 Africaromance #8 Selfloathing #12 Nigerianbooks #13 Nigerianromance #14 Wattnaija #15 Nigerianwriter

Mikaela, an angel sent down by his "𝙈𝙊𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙍".. Or rather 𝘾𝙍𝙀𝘼𝙏𝙊𝙍, to learn about humans. And to do that he must fit in and become a human in disguise himself. After some thoughts and observing human life in the shadows, He decides to attend a university by forging a fake identity. Though unexpectedly, on the first day he became the cool unapproachable pretty boy campus crush!?!? After being praised and Sought after by many, he's grown tired of it. So unbearably tired, he decides to go back to his "𝙈𝙊𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙍𝙎" Garden. That was until... a fashionable and energetic two faced ball of sunshine with a hint of self loathing in her soul had appeared in a world full of lustful eyes that see him only for his abilities and looks. Will he change his mind about humans and stay in the realm of mortals? Or return to his "𝙈𝙊𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙍𝙎" Garden? TRIGGER WARNING vvv later mentions of overdosing, suicidal thoughts, self destructive fl, many (failed) attempts of dying

Parts of me Welcome to abyss, the depth of my mind. This is a collection of poems on feelings which go much beyond the single word used to describe them. Abyss is all about the darkness within. It's all about the things in the head of a seemingly naive and innocent teen.

What if White Diamond attacked Connie while trying to reunite Steven with his gem? An alternate ending for Change Your Mind. And continuing with Steven Universe: The Movie. Cover by wowthwtslame from Tumblr.

「Cyrus」 is the story of a man who was in love, shattered himself into a million pieces, and then fell in love again. Sound generic? Well, think again. Aiden "Cyrus" Jacobson was once a teenager who was irreparably in love. However, after a single, life-shattering incident, Aiden became the epitome finding happiness of self-destruction. What came next was a hurricanes of sex, drugs, and tattoos...and new loves. What happens when they are caught up in Aiden's past? Will Aiden help something for once? Or will everything he's come to to love be destroyed...again? Friendship, love, reality...True colors, feelings, and the strengths of bonds...Which are left standing? Will Aiden save everything he loves? Can Aiden save himself, from himself? Or will he die trying? 「Formerly titled Stoner, Killer, Slayer.」

Just a couple of random one shots. Nothing special, really... Open for commissions and dedications ^__^

This story is based on loss, teenagers, slice of life, forgiveness, hope, self-love, self-blaming, and parenting. Eighteen year old Stella lost her twin in an accident. Every day she tries her best to overcome her fears and struggles to keep going. She tries to remember the missing pieces of her lost memories. Will Stella find new hope to live happily once more? Will she meet new people who will change her life? Will she learn to seek forgiveness to herself and others?

The priest of Ambricourt is conflicted over his love for Mademoiselle Louise. (The Diary of a Country Priest fanfic)

"I hate you" I said finally. "Care to explain why". He replied cocking his head to the side , amused. "Yeah, you're arrogant and nasty and you hurt people's feelings on purpose, not because its entertaining to you . But because you know that if you dont bite off as many heads as there are people trying to get to know you, one of them will somehow figure you out. And that scares you" I rattled off , suddenly very irritated at his smile. Like it mocked me . "Is that all?" he chortled . "No, actually you also have this habit of pointing out flaws in me that I've been trying for years to avoid and have been doing so , successfully might I add . Thanks to social etiquette. And you just bring them up ,completely uncaring of how rude that makes you look to other people and how embarrassed it makes me" I huff out annoyed .

Kelly looked at the piece of meat he'd just picked up. He looked at the platter, still half full of roasted meat, he looked at the faces around him, and a feeling rose within him that he had no idea how to deal with, a feeling of utter bewilderment and confusion. It was as if a thought and an awareness was trying to dawn in his mind, simultaneously as he was trying to deny to himself a sudden, horrifying realisation. "I don't understand," he repeated for the third time. This might have been a lie or might not. Kelly wasn't sure. All he was sure of was his heart thundering loudly. This is the story of Kelly, silver dragon and adoptive son of the god Honess, and how he is supported to learn to live with something that stamps an indelible horror and grief onto his mind and thrusts him into a role no one would ever want. I've written a true introduction in order that it can be enjoyed without prior reading, but you might enjoy the short tales in Dragon Lives about Kelly (there are three of them which all have 'Kelly' in the title). Chapter 18 of the story Immortality describes Kelly's birth. Following the main part of this story will be some detailed epilogues, two of which will also be broken up into chapters. Due to the central theme of this story it is most definitely only suitable for adults, however nothing is described too gratuitously and the more grotesque sections are more talked about rather than overtly described. I did originally mark the story as mature but with hindsight I felt this was unnecessary and so have removed the mature marker. Note that the cover image does not belong to me.

A brief poem expressing some realizations I have come to in my life. Lots of different thoughts compiled into one piece of writing. I'm constantly adding as I experience more and more. This is just a draft that I'm not sure what to do with yet, hope you enjoy!

"I am a sinner who will probably sin again, who will probably kill again, who will probably keep on feeding on people's lives because death doesn't seem to be knocking on my door anytime soon and I am addicted to it, like I am addicted to life. It's what makes me myself and I'll keep on sinning for life, for eternity until death do us apart. How long do I have to wait to end this union?" A short story about a sinner, god, and....well.... Death I won 3rd place on the capital with this short story. Hope u enjoy

Four friends Scaramouche, Tartaglia, Signora, and Dottore all decide to play phasmophobia, turns out they aren't a solid team like these egotistical bitches think they are.

Red strings of fate connect all of humanity. each person has a string only they can see, connecting them to their soulmate. However, only humans can see their strings. So, if your soulmate is not a human, then they can not see the string. Jim's soulmate is Spock. Who despite being half human, can not see the string. Jim is not surprised. After all, he learned one lesson years ago. A lesson beat into him over and over during his childhood. Good things don't happen to him. And nobody could ever love him.

This is a collection of short stories I wrote while struggling through one of the hardest times in my life. I am hoping others will read them, relate, and know that they are not alone.

Compilation of 3 Poem Album Collections I wrote way back in 2019.

A bunch of poorly-written poetry about hating me. Come join the fun (or not. You should probably just ignore this). All are welcome, few will stay, sure, that's fine and that's okay.

Bryson's been living a life without a mother for a long time, and it seems like she's also living without a father most of the time. She seems to be the butt of many jokes, but on top of that... try being a closeted lesbian who has a crush on the queen bee of the school. Everything started going downhill after her mom died, but one little picture makes her life fall into an epic downward spiral towards who knows where. Her friends start falling, her family is breaking apart, and high school... well, high school has always sucked. How will Bry overcome the hatred of this world, and the hatred to herself? Will she realize that who she is doesn't need to be hidden?