Selfloathing Stories

Snow 1) [noun] frozen water vapor in the atmosphere that falls down in the form of delicate snow(tear)flakes 2) [verb] 2.1) snow that 'falls' from the sky 2.2) (informal) to mislead or charm or deceive someone; to steer someone away from the truth into lies Its my first book here. No, it can't necessarily be called a story but I'd like to share it. And above all, I am new, blooming writer and I might be irregular with updates. Oh and the cover belongs to me. Thank you. -Luna Ro.♡

A child, destined to lead... Neglected by his own family... What if things start to get messed up, and have him as the star of the show? Will he have a happy and sorrow-free life? Or will the enemy of his family get in the way, leaving him depressed, and hopeless? Can they mend the broken bond of their family? Can anyone save him from falling in the hands of death? Well you gotta read to find out, Ciao ciao! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Disclaimer: The pictures, songs, and references that I may use are not mine. They belong to their rightful owners/creators. On the other hand, I do own my characters and my plot. This story cannot be copied, printed, or whatever ways someone can copy someone else's work. This work is the property of the author ( and that author is me, KaZeROCKS).

THERE IS NO ANTIDOTE FOR BEING A LONELY LOSER. 🌹 A collection of awful thoughts. |This work can be potentially triggering. There are as said above awful thoughts in this piece. Suicidal ideation, negativity, derogatory remarks, and many other VERY dark thoughts within this work. Please if anyone is sensitive to any of the above DO NOT READ.|

She slowly drifts off to sleep, then suddenly her eyes burst out open, a feeling of anxiety, guilt and fear grips her. "What have I done to myself?..... I can't continue like this" She whispers reassuringly to herself. Just when sixteen year old Kiana thinks her life couldn't get any worse, someone whose entire Identity screams danger swoops right in and turns everything she's ever known, upside down. "What do you think of yourself Ibunski? Oh please you'd be miserable without me". They absolutely despise each other but could there be something more to their constant bickering? He keeps a hidden truth; she keeps an even darker one. She curious of what he's hiding; he's definitely more desperate to figure out what she's holding back. Would they be able to help each other find the light? Or would they tear each other's worlds apart? "I might not be able to let go of my past yet but maybe someday I'd be able to open up to the world about the dark secret I've kept for so long"

a selfish self-loathing breath tw: trauma. sexual/physical abuse. (art: ?) A.P./poetic- © all rights reserved

A collection of sad and depressing poems.

My life was a mess... I know that, but that's why I did it... I finally had the courage to. but when I walked through the gates of heaven I wasn't welcome because I had caused my own death. I just missed him so much I had to do it...I couldn't get his name out of my head for those long 4 years...I just couldn't it echoed in my head...daddy.

I followed the voice to the deep end straight into the abyss, never thought it would end but gladly it did. The thoughts did not stop right then and there, it went even deeper never would have thought that these certain thoughts will go through my head. I decided to end it all, finally... Everything went silent, cold and... dark... I seem to be in a place where I'm all alone with my thoughts, no one else is here... Freefalling into darkness, like how the demons are destined to be at the end of everything... The feeling of the cold air as I fall down deeper into the abyss... I can't see anything, I can't move, all I can do is feel the air and listen to my own thoughts. It seems like it will be like this forever, did I make the wrong decision? Did I mess up once again? But then, a bright light flashed right before my eyes, fortunately, I did find my hope but not the way I expected it to be. I'm back again, I was afraid, was that all part of a dream? Was it all in my head? Fortunately this time, I found my hope.. It's not widely respected and prioritized by people nowadays, but, I still chose this because, this is the only thing that filled that emptiness that I have been feeling. Ever since that day, I never felt hollow, I'm glad that I will never have to experience it again, I'm tired of it, sick of it all. I think, I might have found the light at the end of the tunnel... That's what I thought to myself, but then something with my surroundings, seems off... I'm now afraid of what's to come, I don't trust the future no more. This collection contains 6 poems: 1. sn 2. into the abyss 3. once again 4. blessed with a curse 5. sinners 6. Theology -Released on Jun 27 2023-

Doyle and Ophelia continue their dance around each other. Both of them scarred by horrific injuries both on the inside and the outside. Doyle can never find the words to talk to Ophelia, Ophelia desperately wanting Doyle to call out her name but never able to call his. The want and need each other but never able to make that first step. Can they finally find the courage to talk to each other, tell each other how they feel? Will they live long enough? Buy the full story on Amazon and Kindle Unlimited: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0CKZC4VD5 Series order The Dance of the Blacksmith The Dance of the Huntress The Dance of the Blacksmith and The Huntress

Vents, to find a release somewhere other then unhealthy coping mechanisms..

Meet 17 year old Skylar Matthews, who has a horrible life. Her own family doesn't love her. Her mom, is an alcoholic and is rarely there, but when she is, she treats skylar like trash. Her dad, is a drunk who takes all his anger out on her, in more ways than one. Her older brother, abuses her, both physically and mentally and supports his family, instead of being there for his younger sister. Her life is scarred. So is her body. Her soul feels empty, and lifeless. But that doesn't mean she won't fight. Fight for her freedom. Fight for the childhood she was supposed to have. Fight for her rights that were taken away from her. Now, meet Aiden Miller. 18 years old, and is the school's supposed bad boy. You know, the usual clichè. Smoking weed, making trips in and out of jail, skipping classes, supposedly known to have "no heart" and is a player. People say he's cruel. That he is your usual spoiled rich boy who doesn't care for anyone but himself. But what if there's more to him than what meets the eye? Because inside, he's broken. Skyler thinks she's lucky to have a roof over her head, and food on the table. But she wants to run away. Start fresh. And leave her past behind. What do you think will happen when the two cross paths? Raging battles, unsaid words, and similar origin stories isn't the only thing in store for the two teenagers who were forced to grow up too fast. Will Skyler finally find somewhere to call home? And will Aiden see through all her lies and see the true her, while being fixed along the way? Read and find out♡ Warning: Mention of physical and oral abuse, assault, self harm, attempted suicide, depression, anxiety and mature language Read at your own risk Copyright ©️ 2021 All rights belong to @Quarantinelife231 This is my original writing so please don't copy it or steal it as I can't stand plagiarism. If you do decide to copy my work, remember you will have to face my wrath. K thank you.

this is about me. i wrote this at 12 in the morning. i want to share my thoughts with you guys. maybe you can relate. maybe this will help you know that you're not alone :D

The country of Sisa has entered a time of change. With the defeat of Leaks and the cessation of the Void and the Sickness, the world has begun to heal at last. Ribika from all backgrounds, all villages, have begun to finally, slowly, take their first steps to a better life. In the months following Leaks' defeat, the main focal cats of the world of the ribika have begun to settle into their new lives. Freed from the darkness's hold, curses and bloodlines smoothed and healed alike. However... Konoe and his small group of friends are about to meet a new challenge they had not forseen. The aftermath of the evil Meigi who had followed Leaks so devotedly.

I stole this idea from @evilelfie and @IamUnicornFarts

personal poems inspired by another writer, gone too soon. writing is cathartic for me as it helps me reflect and understand what is going on inside my head. shit happens, it really does. the past year has been hard for me. everything I used to know is changing. am I going to be a new person yet still make the same old mistakes?

Alexus Terry is the daughter of big name and notoriously hated lawyer Daniel Terry. As a result of being his daughter she is the total outcast. She hates him and everything he stands for. Her father is a criminal lawyer. He defends scum bags and shit stains on society. No matter what she tries to say to others they still associate her with her father. Until the new kid comes around. And he is interesting.

Just my late night thoughts transcribed into poetry

A collection of poems written by yours truly

engulf

Labyrinth is a maze. I was introduced to the Labyrinth of Life after reading 'Looking for Alaska' by John Green. I became obsessed with Labyrinths after reading that book and I was determined to look at my life as such. This poetry book entails different Labyrinths of my life and I hope that my interpretation resonates in your own.