Selfloathing Stories

*Full description inside, because it's "too long"* Jack loved his life as a Guardian. Protecting children, spreading joy, and finally belonging made the loneliness of his past feel distant, especially with Pitch gone. Yet the world has begun to change. Division, unrest, and a growing coldness spread with no clear cause, until Jack learns the truth: the Spirit of Love, Cupid, has been missing for over a century. To undo the damage, Jack and North set out to find her. Instead of the love-struck spirit he imagined, Jack finds a bitter recluse who agrees to help only if she can return to solitude once Strife-the Spirit of Anger and her natural opposite-is defeated. As Strife prepares for war, Cupid joins the Guardians one last time. Privately, North gives Jack a task: keep her happy. As he grows closer to her, affection comes easily for him, but painfully slow for her. She insists she'll leave when it's over, and Jack begins to realize how deeply immortality, loss, and love have scarred her. Trigger warning! Reader has issues with self-loathing, self-worth, and suicide. If you can't handle those topics, please read with care. I don't own the canon characters or cover art; I own the original characters and plot.

They never taught us that life arrives bearing heartbreak, or the quiet disease that hollows us from the marrow outward. Perhaps the fault is mine alone- too selfish still to recognize the long shadow of ruin I cast, the soft reign of terror left trembling in my wake. If only the years could be rewound, each choice rewritten, each failure met with better hands than the ones I was given. I remember still the simple weight of being ordinary, unbroken, whole. All I need is the way back there.

[Contains depictions of sex, self-harm and depression. For those aged 18 and above only. Read at your own risk.] - A young woman driven by hate and a traumatic upbringing decided to write letters of loathing whilst finding a way to rise from the wounds and her still present. When a man working at a public house found her on the pedestrian lane after an episode of distress, he takes her in and cares for her. Will she open herself for healing? Or will this newfound character in her life bring in more chaos on to her deceitful perception of the world? - Teen Fiction/General Fiction. Written in the English language. Less than 1,500 words per chapter. Cover by @gummy-soju.

A reflection on emotions that linger beneath the surface.

These are short poems were inspired by my life, please vote/comment i would like to know what you think. READ!!! YOU WON'T REGRET IT ps: am still updating Xoxo

This is about me. My story. Yes, it's about depression. Yes, it's about suicidal thoughts, but this story isn't for you. It's for me. This is my form of a diary. A diary that will help me. If you want to read it, go ahead, it's a public thing. But before you judge me, just know that this is my way of reaching out, and if you feel confused by this, then you haven't read it.

Im writing these because Depression has been a fucking alot to deal with. Feeling useless and worthless daily. I need some comfort. And the type of comfort I need is this...People showing their love for others in ways unimaginable. Even if its just fanfictions. (Ships + Warnings will be above every chapter)

Poetry from Me

Your ex broke up with you a year ago. You've struggled due to depression ever since, though it was always there in the first place. A grey numb. One day, they show up out of nowhere and ask you to go for a drive. Then what?

A collection of poems written by yours truly

Nothing is more dangerous than a naive person in love. A short story about a nameless protagonist who finds herself on trial after committing a serious crime believing it would bring her closer to her beloved. Instead, she finds herself alone and abandoned. Lost, broken and on the verge of throwing her future and reputation away; she must face the consequences of her actions. As well as learn a valuable lesson about the true meaning of love. Consider this your wake up call. Whether she will use this experience as an opportunity for introspection, redemption and growth or allow it to destroy her life it's up to her to decide.

A collection of the poetry I feel willing to share. Some are in my own perspective, Some are written from the perspective of fictional characters, Still others are from the perspective my own, original characters. All poems in this book belong to me. Please do not steal. Ask before using any of them.

"I hate you" I said finally. "Care to explain why". He replied cocking his head to the side , amused. "Yeah, you're arrogant and nasty and you hurt people's feelings on purpose, not because its entertaining to you . But because you know that if you dont bite off as many heads as there are people trying to get to know you, one of them will somehow figure you out. And that scares you" I rattled off , suddenly very irritated at his smile. Like it mocked me . "Is that all?" he chortled . "No, actually you also have this habit of pointing out flaws in me that I've been trying for years to avoid and have been doing so , successfully might I add . Thanks to social etiquette. And you just bring them up ,completely uncaring of how rude that makes you look to other people and how embarrassed it makes me" I huff out annoyed .

Leopardfoot watches Tigerstar grow up whilst remembering her own troubled past. CW: grooming, violence, depression

Fused Zamasu...he thought that he had won and accomplished his goals...he destroyed almost all of the mortals, for the Zero Mortal Plan...but there was one mortal that he did not destroy yet...and this mortal came back...to reclaim what was his. The half of the body that originally belonged to him...a Saiyan going by the name of Goku...originally named Kakarot, and having retaken what was his, killed Zamasu in an act of retribution for killing his wife and son, as well as destroying his home. Now, having regained his body...but filled with immense grief of what the world of his time had become, what Zamasu had made him do, he goes back in time...in order to repent for what he has done. But what will happen...when he sees them again?

Entry 10 - circa 2019

A girl growing up feeling that something's missing... something deep inside her that she can't seem to uncover. She finds the little pink journal that destroys everything she once knew. The past. ****************************************************** A story for myself. A person who looks to heal.

Most of the sentiment depicted here are not my feelings. I tend to write this (so-called poetry) by mentally placing myself in different situations. Better put my overthinking ability to some use.

Hey! Sorry for not posting, I have simply started making my fanfiction on ao3 so they can reach a higher audience, but I will post this fic that I have also posted on ao3 to feed you a bit!