Selfsabatoge Stories

amelie black and draco malfoy find themselves in a romantic relationship. initially, their connection is strong, filled with affection and shared experiences. however, complications arise when amelie begins to engage in self-sabotaging behavior that negatively impacts their relationship. her self-sabotage may manifest in various ways, such as becoming distant, picking fights, or expressing doubts about their compatibility. these actions create barriers and strain between them, putting their relationship at risk. will they choose to end the relationship or work through the difficulties relies on their willingness to engage in open and honest communication?

[currently on pause, will resume later in 2025] As a sci-fi and fantasy writer, this novel was something completely out of left field for me. But I had a lot of fun putting pen to paper for this one... Naina Chohan has spent her life running-from her dark past, her insecurities, and the fear that she's simply not enough. Living above a humble super mart in Brooklyn, run by her simple, friend Yousef Saqib, she's mastered the art of survival in the big city. By day, she's just another girl in the city. By night, she works at an elite SoHo club, where New York's rich and powerful treat her like garbage. When Samir Khan, the perfect man-gorgeous, wealthy, and well-bred-walks into her life, he falls hard for her imperfect, chaotic charm. But Naina can't shake the voice in her head telling her he's too good to be true, or that she's too broken to deserve his love. Pushing him away seems like the only way to protect herself. As she spirals into the arms of Kunal Khanna, a dangerous man who only deepens the chaos in her life, Naina is forced to confront her past, her pain, and her fears. Can she claw her way back to herself and set things right with the people she's hurt-including the one man who saw her worth all along? Full of heartbreak, self-discovery, and redemption, "Bakwas in Brooklyn" isn't a love triangle, it's a real mess, where hearts are broken, scars are revealed, and healing becomes the ultimate journey.

Kimberly Jones has lost so much in the short 25 years she's lived. Her marriage, her career, her reputation and her family. It's almost unbelievable when the man of her prayers strolls through the doors of the diner she works at. He's educated, charming, goofy and head over heels in love with her but will she be able to grasp this notion before she self sabotages like she's always done?

"I'll run to you, I'll come to you"-Lana Del Ray Why do I feel like this? Like if I have no purpose in this world besides pleasing others. I want to make them happy, but I want to be happy too, I deserve that. Right? My mother and father were both so great, how am I to ever live up to that standard? How am I ever going to protect everyone when I'm nothing but a failure, because that's what I'm supposed to be doing, that's what I have to do. But I'm so tired of putting on this brave face, this fake smile. I'm tired. 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼 You and him share similar thoughts- almost the same at times. But how can two people who are broken and burdened ever truly love? It's impossible, isn't it? 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼 I do not own any of the characters from Avatar the way of water because trust me if I did I would be drinking wine on a yatch watching it on repeat.

A heart-wrenching end-of-relation story between a guy, Frazier, and girl, Row. Where one falls out of love, and one feels guilty for holding on. It mainly focuses on Row, a girl with extreme social anxiety, who sabatoges her relationship when rumors of her boyfriend, Fraizer, and her best friend, Sky, are spread around. Instead of confronting them, she starts to give into the rumors, and falls deeper into her hole. It talks about coping and moving on from past relationships, as well as realizing how toxicity can be contributed by both sides of a relationship.