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It's hard fighting with your own problems, it's hard facing your pain until it makes you shattered and weak.
Ang hirap harapin ang mga laban lalo na't alam mong wala kang makakampihan, ang hirap isipin na kahit may kasama ka sa mga panahon na linulunod kana sa mga pasakit ay ni hindi ka manlang masamahan at tulungan.
It's hard to accept that no matter how many peoples you are with-but it always ended up no one even cared for you and being your ally.
Naranasan kong gamutin ang sarili kong sugat, i experience being the victim, being the one who got hurted, being the one who experience the pain-But in the end, ako parin ang nanakit sa tingin ng iba, it's hard to accept but even my family didn't even cared to listen to my side.Ni minsan 'di manlang nila naisip na kausapin ako, tanungin ang totoo, pero kung ano ang marinig nila sa iba, 'yon ang pakikinggan nila.
I never experienced being someone's favorite, kahit sa sarili kong pamilya. Yung kapatid ko ngang bunso, magasgasan lang, kulang nalang idala nila sa Hospital pero ako? They never cared about me, kahit nga siguro mag laslas ako sa harap nila manonood lang sila eh. They only cared about their youngest child, not me.
At meron ding mga taong 'di mo inaasahan na babalik pa, after drowning you in pain, after loosing trust with them because of the things they made, -They would be back to your life again to build the broken pieces of you that they cause, but guess what? They will just break you 10× more when you're fully healed and build.
Sa mundong ito na nababalot ng nakakalunod na karagatan, may pag-asa paba akong umahon sa kasakitan? may pag-asa paba akong masagip sa pagkakalunod sa mga sugat na dala ng mga taong minahal ko?
Then here comes the Man that will save me from drowning to my ocean that full of scars and wounds.
Like a roaring tsunami, he came crashing all my pains, problems, and heavy feelings.
Until it placed into happiness and love.