Shadowwork Stories

I Loved You in the Dark is a poetic autobiography born from visions, grief, spiritual warfare, heartbreak, and rebirth. It is a story told in fragments, soft, aching, prophetic, unfolding the life of a girl who grew up seeing what others denied, survived what no one could name, and became a woman forged in both shadow and light. From childhood moments of intuition and ghost-sightings... to witnessing a sister's death before it happened... to enduring four years of psychic attack, generational trauma, and spiritual isolation... to loving the wrong people, losing herself, breaking rules she once held sacred, and mourning relationships that shaped her... these poems reveal the path of a soul learning discernment, fighting darkness, and returning to God through fire.

short poems based on parts of my life, or feelings, that I value or find important to my growth

How a clown moved into my psyche and rearranged the furniture. Wait... or was he always there?

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Muhair makes a desperate wish. When a magical candle answers, "Will it, you shall receive." she's thrust into a world where her tears led her through the magician's path of tarot. Mirrors are gateways to her Egyptian birth mother's secrets, But ancient magic demands payment in blood and the first victim is her. A witch's rebirth isn't pretty. Self-mastery begins in darkness. Will Muhair find a way to break the curse?

Radiate Through the Dark This piece is a soulful confession and a beacon for those wandering through the labyrinth of their own shadows. It is born from years of silent battles and deep wounds - scars etched in the soul from a childhood steeped in pain and solitude. Yet, amidst the darkness, there is a relentless pulse of light that refuses to be extinguished. This song channels that inner fire, that quiet rebellion of the spirit against despair and toxicity. It speaks to the sacred journey of awakening, where suffering becomes the crucible of transformation, and every broken piece of us shines with newfound wisdom. It is an invitation to hold onto hope, to embrace the raw truth of our existence, and to radiate with courage and authenticity - lighting a path not only for ourselves but for all those lost in the dark.

Between Details and Destinies is a poetry collection that navigates emotional transformation, memory, identity, and the sacred tension between light and shadow. Structured through evolving phases of reflection, clarity, illumination, and embodiment, these poems explore what it means to carry grief, rediscover the self, and listen to the hidden rhythms of the soul. With metaphoric language and philosophical depth, the collection invites readers into a quiet unfolding-where small details shape vast destinies.

{This will be the description of this spoken word book when published, possibly altered by the time the official book is out. The spoken words I post here are maybe only half of the numerous spoken words I have prepared for the book.} Nikia Bella takes us on a journey through her heart and soul, captured in her, sometimes broken, cadence of spoken word. This collection of poems explores the raw and unfiltered emotions that bind us all. With "I Cry" diving into a world where tears are shed for the beauty of art, passion of music, and the tender connections we share with each other. Then "Our Bodies" delving into the intricate dance of our physical existence, an ode to the intimate moments that our bodies hold. Each poem in this collection is a testament to the power of words to heal, inspire, and connect. Let these verses wash over you, resonate within you, and perhaps even move you to tears, as you navigate the complexity of human emotion. {Cover by Nikia Bella}

Protect you

PLEASE GOD PLEASE DON'T MAKE THE CROWS DELIVER ANOTHER MARTYR. When the saints go marching out there are demons at the front door. When the Door is cracked to see whom knows are there; Horns holdin up halos... Other Kin!?! "Is the Guardian at THE GATE Dead?!?!" "... Or With THEM?!?" When you PRAY to a Martyr it is always answered says Mary. My prayer went like this: "Dear God please stop making the Crows deliver MARTYRS." When Hell and Heaven Rebel and the Heathen (wise ones burdened) Cheer. COPY LEFT: ATTRIBUTION

"Journal to the Other Side" A biography, journal, & instruction manual to reach the Other Side. This journalistic experience embraces the reader with mystery and drama (eventually) as we follow the protagonist to a space just across the veil; the Other Side. https://my.w.tt/s81F99OZIO #wattys2018 #JournalToTheOtherSide #Mystery #Drama #Paranormal #shamanism #vote #book #selfpublish #readthis #readthisbook #sharethis

A 45 years old man wanted to find a peacefully job and he found a job at a man from a shop near his house. The job was a watchtower in the middle of a forest park? Different creepy things happen there.. But.. What could be there? What could be the most darkest secret out there? Who is out there? Find out by reading!

This is a reckoning-a bold, burning reclamation of self. In these seven poems, the poet writes through scars and silence, with verses laced in ash, nerve, and unflinching defiance. This chapbook is a love letter to pain turned power, to voices that refuse to dim, and to anyone learning how to bloom in cracked places. This is not soft. This is not sorry. This is your time.

Full title: "So I Kept Her Locked Away Until She Remembered She Was Fire." She was the voice I silenced. The song I refused to sing. I kept her locked away The girl who saw too much The woman who remembered everything She hid in the lyrics I screamed in my car 🎤 In the beat that cracked my heart open 💔 In the notebooks I never showed anyone 🖤 This is my resurrection story 🔥 Told in fragments, fire, and music 🎶 Each chapter is a confession 🕯️ Each track held the key 🗝️ If you've ever loved music so much it healed you If you've ever met your shadow and called it sacred Then this journey is yours too Welcome to the remembering 🐉 This is a true story told through poetry, memory, music, and fire. Some moments are dreamspace. All of it is real.

A collection of poems based on my work into discovering my Shadow Self.

A Short creative story that brings the shadow and the moon together.

Unseen Kingdom is a haunting, poetic story told through the eyes of a young girl who finds herself trapped in a dark, crumbling realm. A place not of monsters, but of voices. Six shadowy figures surround her, each one louder than the last, each echoing the kind of pain that sinks into the soul: dismissal, control, cruelty, neglect. She doesn't remember how she got here. But she knows the cold. She knows the silence. As the voices grow louder, she must decide whether to stay quiet or to speak. Whether to disappear or to take up space. Guided by something ancient and unseen, something that feels like hers, she begins to pull herself from the depths. Unseen Kingdom is a fable for the ones who were told to shrink. A story of reclaiming voice, rewriting the rules, and becoming the warmth they said didn't belong in the dark.

A crash leaves Daniel unconscious. He's awoken in the middle of a forest, cold sunlight coming through the leaves and a soft voice singing in the distance. Not sure where he is or how he got there, Daniel finds a young woman dressed in a peculiar way, who picks him up and receives him in her house. They have to find out why is he there and how to take him back home before anything happens.