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My head's spinning , veins knocking
My blood gets thicker
The situation is overwhelming
I struggle to contain
My head's spinning
My eyes are wide seeking for direction
My oxygen levels drop
I feel like I'm drowning under guilt of depression
Burying myself in my room
As tears start to roll down my face
The taste of salt from the water
The bitterness trembles in my mouth
I stumble upon a piece of silver blade
Seams like hope
Whenever I tried to pray
Feels like nothing seamed to change
I start to cut , my tears breakout
Sitting against the wall
Staring at nothing , but the ground
Thinking about everything , I gone through
Every cut , goes deeper
My tears start to dry
The blood drips ,
The pain wondering
My emotions are unknown
And I wonder where I go from here
I needed peace and hope
But these scars left a mark
To remember my past
So now I need to stay in the present
And see what the unknown holds
I've got peace outside
Left with a hole inside
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By Jonathan Joseph