sameresolace
I didn't really know if it's just the distance and unfamiliarity that hits me... or i'm just deeply coated in disbelief of everything i've known these days.
It's not like I gave it all up for nothing, right?
Because I knew to myself that we were just impossible... or were we?
Or I'm actually just set upon the thought that I still won't choose him after all. Even if he'll ask me to.
But how come it became scrutinizing to see you with someone else?
I supported you before, because I just can't change myself for you.
But if only I knew that my delusional and coping intuitions will come to life, I'd really like to ask myself... will I choose to stay though?
Even with all the uncertainties?
Because... it could've been me. If only I stood right and waited for everything to spit in alternate.