histórias de Shesgone

They always ask me what I feel for Jia. And I never answer right away. Not because I don't know but because there are some truths too heavy to say in one breath. My love for Jia is not loud. It doesn't break doors open or demand to be seen. It doesn't fight for attention, and it doesn't try to rewrite her story. It simply... stays. Even when she forgets. Even when she chooses someone else. Even when I become nothing more than a shadow standing at the edge of her life. I love her in the way the sky loves the sea- always above her, always watching her waves crash into things she can't control. "Do you still love her?" they ask me sometimes. And I almost laugh. Because the question assumes it ever stopped. I do. Not in a way that demands she comes back to me. Not in a way that turns into anger or possession. But in a way that quietly bleeds. I remember her in pieces her voice saying my name like it meant something safe, her eyes looking at me like I was part of her world before everything shattered. And now? Now she's rebuilding herself. With me by her side. I see it. I accept it. I don't fight it. Because if Jia ever had to choose between being saved and being loved the way I love her... I would choose her survival every single time. Even if it means I lose her. That is what makes my love dangerous. Not because I would destroy for her but because I would disappear for her without hesitation. There are nights I wonder what I am to her now. A memory? A mistake? A lesson she survived? But even then, I don't hate her for it. Because loving Jia was never about possession. It was about witnessing her exist softly, painfully, beautifullyeven when she was never fully mine. And maybe that is the cruelest part. I never stopped loving her...but I also never asked her to stay. So I remain here, in silence, in distance, in restraint loving her in the only way I know how: Not by holding her. But by letting her go... every single day, all over again.

These are just some little poems I wrote.

Lately, I've been pretty fucked up. I've lost a lot of important things and one very special person. I'm a wreck. I'm just here to share my thoughts and maybe find some people who understand the feeling. Maybe even help someone. Enjoy. If you're reading this, luma, just know that i'll always love you and i'm always be sorry. I hope you find it in your heart some day to look me in the eyes and tell me we're going to be okay.

It's just a poem i wrote one day, so uh yea. hope you guys enjoy! *triggering*

This story is sorta basted of a true story. The suicide part isn't true. But the rest of this is. I really hope you enjoy❤

cover by me ( ps : found out it was upside down oopsies )

She loved you. But you were to blind to realize until it was too late.

And then she was gone. ------ A story told a sentence at a time.

basically just random shit I think about

When all you can do is watch what you've lost and let all that was left behind consume you.. The feelings I feel, That I felt, That I live in..

David and Lexi, boyfriend and girlfriend, have been together for over two years now when a bad accident happens and David loses Lexi. He becomes depressed and doesn't know what to do with himself, his friends cannot comfort him. What will David end up doing after Lexi's gone?

She was my life, my hope, my love All is gone, passed by thereof The hurt is such no one should bear What's to life, why should I care?

A girl Ella is abused, bullied, and suicidal. What happens when she gets to make her own story?

The daughter of a gang leader. Hidden from the cheating father and brothers. Her twin brother in her fathers custody. They don't know she is even alive or ever was born. Life with her single mother Eclipse.

Coming soon Suplada ako mahangin siya and His a playboy and I really don't like playboy And he keep on following me until One day I found myself falling for that playboy na wala ng ibang ginawa kundi mangulit ng mangulit, Pero Isang araw I woke up realizing na the man that I love can't love me back because his still love her, and I don't have a choice but to let go because if not he'll know that I have a feeling for him and also I'm dying and i can't tell him because I don't want him to stay with me kasi naawa siya sakin, so i decided to go far away, away from him, makaka survived kaya ako? mabubuhay pa kaya ako nang matagal? magkikita pa kaya kami pag naka survived ako? o di kaya makikilala ko pa kaya siya pag nagkita kami ulit? o makikilala siya ng puso ko ulit? -------- this Story are just may imagination kung anong pumapasok sa utak ko sinusulat ko kaya sana magustohan niyo, and for the typos I'm sorry about that I'm just using a phone anyways but I promise I'll do may best to write a nice story

*She's Gone Sequel* https://www.wattpad.com/myworks/47497650-she%27s-gone It has been one year. It has been one whole year since Ian Lakes disappeared without warning anyone, not that they would have even bothered to care. Yet, his friends can't help but wonder where he had gone for all that time and what brought him back? Is it the rapidly approaching wedding date of Lillian and Lloyd or is he just trying to make amends before Lillian officially leaves him behind once and for all? All they know is that Ian's back and he's a changed man. Or is he?

This is a short summary of my night without Janaysja