Shonjo Stories

It all started when I was 21, I met a very handsome man (he was tall, had black hair and bright brown eyes). I didn't like him, he seemed arrogant to me, but from our meeting he kept looking for me....we became a couple. It wasn't long before I found out he was a Duke, I didn't want to have any complications. My wish was to have a beautiful and peaceful family. Joong Min insisted that we get married, for him it didn't matter that the royal court opposed our marriage. The most beautiful two years of my life made me the happiest. I got pregnant, we were both very happy. After I gave birth, of course, my priority was the baby... .but I don't know how for Min the love between us turned into an obsession. He was jealous of the child, so he used my weakness to keep me close to him. He made me pretend that I wasn't his mother so that he will not kill him and make him the next Duke. So my child turned 18 and he thinks that the curent Duchess is his adoptive mother, I lived 18 years a torment I had thoughts of suicide... I had to pretend to love Joong Min just so my baby wouldn't die. Do you have any idea what it's like to hear from the person you hate that he loves you every night? On the 18th birthday of "my" child, someone put poison in my drink. The last image in my head is with my husband holding me in his arms screaming for a doctor, and my child looking with contempt and relief that I died. My last wish was for that child to grow up well. BUT I WENT BACK ON THE DAY OF MAY 20, 1829, THE DAY I MEET JOONG MIN FOR THE FIRST TIME. I'M GOING TO MAKE SURE I DON'T MEET HIM IN THIS LIFE!