Spgs Stories

Punishment is punishment. For Gangsters it is an sacred lesson to take and to pass for them to be able to know and to gave a lesson to their gang mates but what if the sacred lesson is all about not killing and that is to be a GOOD CITIZEN in the NOT-GOOD-HIGH SCHOOL - COMMUNITY? And WORST they are an HIGH CLASS GANGSTERS. What will I do if they are provoking me to kill? And the painful fact is that..... I CAN'T KILL BECAUSE I AM TO BE A GOOD CITIZEN. I'm still craving for BLOOD.. what should I do?