Stayawayfromme Stories

When Feng He asked Cheng Qing to live with him, he ignored all the reasons it was a bad idea. The relationship with his step-brother was already volatile and he didn't know how to deal with the consequences of their ever increasing affection. Feng He just knew he couldn't lose Cheng Qing. It hurt to be apart. It hurt to imagine a life without someone he had come to rely on for his well being...someone he had come to love. Was fear enough motivation to keep him from letting Cheng Qing go or would he finally allow himself the chance to pursue something more between them - something infinitely better. -Excerpt- "What are you so afraid of?" "I'm not afraid." The squeak of his voice belying his quick denial. "I know this is all new to you. And I know that you have your misgivings about it." Cheng Qing started softly his fingers rubbing small circles on Feng He's body. "I don't expect everything to change overnight but I do want you to give me a real chance. Will you do that?" Published: 22 December 2019 - 31 March 2020

I post random thoughts or drawings I did in here. be warned. it'll be scary.

Olivia Fenwick is an 18 year old girl who attends to California State University (CSU) in San Francisco. The summer vacation is getting close and her friends decide that they all should go to Hollywood, not to far but not to close, but Olivia can't afford the trip. Her friends goes without her while she takes a summerjob to earn the money to come after them and spend the rest of the summer with them. She finds a job in a kiosk near the beach and finally breath out when she has no pressure left on finding a job, but that changes the first day when she realize her co-worker is no one else than Harry Styles, the schools badboy.

Self hate, poem of hating and danger of self