Strugglingwithlife Stories

i wrote this as an outlet for my feelings when i was going through a lot with my family and friends. after showing it to some new friends, they suggest i try posting it and maybe publishing it? i couldnt tell if they were just being nice, so i figured id put in out here to try. please dont steal my writing and id love some feedback on my writing!

⚠️TW⚠️: Mention of suicide & self harm Orion is in middle school. The years of his life that everyone says are the worst. He does struggle with anxiety and depression but other than that, they think things for them are pretty good. He has a group of friends, a good family, an amazing cat, Styx, and a crush on one of his close friends. They are interested in astronomy and greek mythology; which leads to plenty of nights spent stargazing and reading about greek gods and goddesses. Those hobbies, along with art, reading, and poetry, all help Orion in difficult times. Various events happen, leading to Orion to struggle a lot with their mental health.Everything begins to go downhill in their life, leading to him almost ending things for good. There's still hope for things to get better, but of course it's difficult to see that when it's all bad at the moment and your struggling with depression. Something, someone, anything really; Orion needs anything to give him hope, even if it's small.

This is just me typing what I feel when I'm down. Nothing special some may be relatable for you if your down or something like that. Mainly for teens who are struggling because it may be a bit more relatable to them but, read if you want. Idc/idm Warning: contains strong language

I'm a mistake I wasn't made to fit in with people I maybe human,but why do I never feel the sense of belonging? I feel like my family would be better off without me. My life repeats over and over again as if I'm in a timetable,I keep doing the same things,eat,sleep,go on social media, school,I hate leaving the house anxiety cripples though me when walking past people I feel like I'm a object for everyone to judge. My face isnt perfect for society I'm a joke to this human race my mind gets conflicted in what's wrong or right I've been messed around with so much that I've become immune to this pain. Emptiness is all I have and the emptiness eats me taking away that social life I once had,this emptiness wrecked my life completely and this is going to be the first chapter of my story...