Suffocating Stories

an ever growing collection of experiences as told by someone's daughter

My sleep schedule is the exact opposite of a normal human, it's why I'm referred to as a vampire {among other reasons}. I happen to also only get things done or be inspired during the late night hours. I'm most awake, for example its currently 4:31am. this is poetry I've written, raw and vulnerable, I prefer not to edit these for it gives the reader more freedom to interpret my work If you call my work some emo shit. I'll kick your ass. Get off my page cos that ain't a joke. I apologize,,,maybe,,,my work is important to me. If you see it as emo shit then its deeper then the shallow pool your hear resides in.

Deep in the mind lies the real pain of which no one wants to share.

Life can suffocate you, and some of us die without giving a fight. Not literal death but you get what I'm saying. The dying goes for most of us , but few and very few people do fight. But there is also another group that decides to run away. But does running away solves your problem or does it only delay your death. Find out ... At the age of 25 ,Cheyenne Jones is the world's famous actress/writer/singer/movie director owning 3 cars , a house , an apartment and her own studio and she is very much sure that she has made it in life. When things take the wrong turn will she run away from the face of death or will she stand her ground and fight heads on? Well, that's for you to discover. Started writing 04/01/2019 Finished writing

A collection of poems dedicated to all who have ever felt unwanted, unloved, and those that struggle every day. These poems talk about real life situations, situations many have overcome or struggled with. --Praise-- "Slowly becoming more and more painful. You have a great relationship with words.." ~@MiyaC1 "Keep up the good work!♥" ~@hazelbabee "Beautiful❤" ~@CharlotteCowley3 "This holds so much meaning ❤" ~@daisygic "Wow, never knew such simple words can carry so much info. 💋 ~@Sunset_Vally " That's very beautiful 😍😍" ~@Lamaelbarbari2004 404 in poems 9/7/19

Poems about the dark one :) --- i scare myself sometimes idek what the actual hell im doing so uhm yeah read this

new poetry stuff. might be depressing, idk. continue chasing the moon, but trust me, all he's thinking about is the sun.

Intrusive [inˈtro͞osiv] adj. causing disruption or annoyance through being unwelcome or uninvited. "You see, I struggle with a thing that I like to call 'intrusive thoughts.' This is where I am constantly bombarded with the pain and agony of reflection and speculation that I would rather dispel, pushing them away to a place where they meant nothing to me." HIGHEST RANK: 511th in Religion 32nd in Worship Thank you to Canva for providing me with the tools to create this cover. Thank you to the Wattpad Community for reading, voting, commenting, and sharing my work. #Wattys2018 Entry Congratulations to all of the winners of the Wattys this year, as well as those who have made it to the shortlist and ultimately those who become an award winner. © 2018 Allison Paige

A collection of poems from the heart due to some feelings and words that are commonly unspoken. Left Unspoken Copyright 2020 All Rights Reserved Start: September 17,2020 End:

A colorful painting with a dark shadow casting on it. The artist stood in front of me. He did not color my life in black. Nor smeared it white. He stood over it, laying his shadow on it all. Making my life such,that all the beautiful luxuries stare at me idle. They can no longer be a means of my smile. A very short chapter about someone who is stuck in a dilemma and has no where to go. Her/his entire world was a perfect happy one...and with one misunderstanding, everything felt like it was snatched away.

Mae Ively. Shy, innocent, loved by overprotective parents, simple home, simple life. Well well, Mae. You sure are in for some character development. I sure hope that that includes some hot boys 😏. Mature content: - The good stuff 🌝 - Gruesomeness 😩 - Stuff like that 🤠 - This isn't mature content but there is boarding school😘