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102 Stories

  • Quiet Cracks by May_133
    May_133
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    Izuku Midoriya is fine. At least... that's what everyone believes. But sleepless nights, hidden scars, and a lifetime of silence are slowly catching up to him. When the cracks finally begin to show, the people around him realize something terrifying: Midoriya hasn't been okay for a very long time. And the boy who always wanted to save everyone... never learned how to save himself. ⚠️MY AU⚠️ ⚠️ Trigger Warnings This story contains heavy and potentially sensitive themes including: • Panic attacks • Trauma and childhood abuse • Emotional neglect • PTSD triggers • Severe anxiety • Sleep deprivation / insomnia • Eating issues • Childhood emotional abuse • Parental mistreatment • Bullying Self-harm and suicide related themes: • Self-harm actions • Suicidal thoughts • Graphic suicide attempts Other sensitive themes: • Sexual assault / rape mentions ⚠️ *Additional trigger warnings may appear at the beginning of specific chapters. Reader discretion is strongly advised. If these topics are difficult for you, please take care while reading and consider skipping this story. Your well-being comes first. This story focuses on trauma, support, and recovery, and some scenes may be difficult to read. /!\ THE CHARACTERS OF MY HERO ACADEMIA ARENT MINE THEY BELONG TO Kōhei Horikoshi
  • Good Enough?! by Chimera_Regarion
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    Izuku Midoriya had enough from life, everyone was telling him how useless he was. His mother stopped looking at him. His best friend bullies him. He had no one who cares about him or so he thought. "Thank you for saving me, you are a great hero, I won't do this again. I promise! Can you unbind the scarf now?" He chose his words carefully and gave the sleep-deprived hero the brightest fake smile he could offer. "I am really fine! You can now go and continue your hero work." "You don't look fine!" .... This is a suicidal Deku story combined with Dadzawa. A/N: Be warned mention of suicidal thought and attempts as well as cutting. I do not make any waning beforehand in the story so consider yourself warned. This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. I was inspired by an Ao3 story I read, I wish I could remember the title of it, but I don't I am sorry. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner. Highest Ranking: 07.03.21 1 in Suicid 07.03.21 5 in Suicidalizuku 26.03.21 1 in depressedizuku 26.03.21 1 in abusedizuku 26.03.21 3 in suicidaldeku 26.03.21 2 in dadzu 30.03.21 2 in izukumidoriya
  • Haunting by KitSerenKirby
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    Class 1-A is rumored to be haunted, little does everyone know they actually are dead izuku au Posting on monday, wednesday, and friday
  • I am a villain, Can I die?! (Suicidal Villain Deku) by Chimera_Regarion
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    A villain must not always be a villain. In this case however, the death of countless people are haunting Izuku Midoriya the number 3 villain in Japan. He was known and earned the place due to how wicked and unpredictable he himself is. However as time goes, this villain started regretting all the deaths as he was haunted by nightmares. Too bad that the villain group he is in has no interest in helping him at all. In fact, they would rather throw him away. With nothing left in his life but regret, he decided to do the one thing left to do. His life was after all meaningless after what he did. All that was left for him was regret. A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
  • Life Or Death  by IzukuZombie-kun
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    Izuku wants to die but no matter how much he wants it, he can't and almost any time he's supposed to he doesn't, so he's just stuck suffering Until he meets his Guardian & Angel (Should this book have a ship?? 🤨🤔) But I am working hard! I am! Somebody please.... Somebody be nice to me I've fought so much- .. I'm doing the best I can! Can't you treat me better? Can't you be nice to me? WHY CAN'T YOU BE NICE TO ME?!?! ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ This book contains mentions of the following: Suicide Suicide baiting Rape Death Self harm Violence+
  • Secretly Dating (BKDK) by VillainDekuIsAmazing
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    "Tenko...I'm tired..." I mumbled. "SHITTY DEKU, GET AWAY FROM SHIGARAKI!" Kacchan yelled. I flinched and got closer to Tenko who glared at him. "Leave my little brother alone. He's this way cause of you. You're lucky enough that we can't kill you as requested by my brother himself." I sniffled and shut my eyes tightly. "Shhh, calm down Zuzu..." Tenko whispered to me. "So problem child is your sibling?" Aizawa sensei asked, I looked at him and nodded. "Kacchan thinks that I have nothing to hide....he's wrong...I-I don't wanna talk about it..." I whimpered. "Deku...." Kacchan said. "T-Tenko...I want m-my teddy..." I mumbled lowly as he smiled and gave me the teddy bear. I smiled and took it, holding it close. "HAH?" Kacchan growled and I flinched again. "Touch him and I won't hesitate to take an arm." Kacchan gulped and nodded. "Please keep problem child safe Shigaraki." "He'll come back soon, no need to be worried." Tenko said and picked me up. "Dabi, take my brother back. I'll catch up." Dabi nodded and grabbed me gently. "Let's cuddle until my boyfriend is done." Dabi said and walked through the portal. ~Tenko POV~ "Why do you hate him Katsuki?" I asked, looking at them. "HE'S JUST A USELESS DEKU!" Katsuki said. "YOU BULLIED HIM AND TOLD HIM TO COMMIT SUICIDE AND YOU THINK THAT WON'T HAVE AN EFFECT ON HIM?!" I growled. "What...?" Aizawa asked. "EVER SINCE HE WAS ABANDONED BY INKO, HE'S BEEN DEPRESSED AND NOW ALL HE THINKS ABOUT IS COMMITTING SUICIDE! JUST BECAUSE MY BROTHER DIDN'T HAVE A QUIRK, DOESN'T GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO TELLING HIM WHAT YOU DID! HE HAS ABANDONMENT ISSUES, TRUST ISSUES! HE JUST WANTED TO BE YOUR FRIEND, BUT NO, YOU PUSHED HIM AWAY!" I said. "Auntie didn't leave...she's on a business trip..." Katsuki said. "That's what I told Izu to say. She abandoned him." I said and left
  • Smiley face (Dekuverse) by Chimera_Regarion
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    It was just a ridiculous event. No one knew what happened before it happened. Shigaraki, Overhaul, Aizawa as well as some hero in training met at a crossroad and life didn't wanted it others but having Hawks chasing down a villain as well?! Oh what would make it better than for that villain to have a quirk in which they will see a certain persons personal traits in a couple of various situations? OHO Wouldn't that be totally ridiculous? Well what if the villain affected everyone and made them see what could become out of Midoriya?! HA! Well that was what happened exactly :). Follow them as they react to Midoriya's various personal characteristical traits. A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
  • To stop it all °Tododeku° by dangerStyx
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    Izuku Midoria Quirk: Nightmare Relatives/family: None Extra information: Seems to have anxiety and will refuse to trust anyone. Stutters when nervous, which is almost constantly. All known family is dead or missing. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Shoto Todoroki Quirk: Half-hot Half-cold Relatives: Father, Older sister, Older brother Extra information: Son of number two pro hero, Endeavor. Seems to not enjoy social interaction and is very cold at first. All family listed above reside at the family estate, while the eldest brother is missing, and mother at a mental institution. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *PLEASE NOTE* THIS BOOK IS TODODEKU, THEREFORE, IF YOU READ THIS JUST TO HATE, PLEASE LEAVE. YOU COMMENTS WILL BE IGNORED. HATE WILL INCLUDE: AN IRRATIONAL AMOUNT OF UNHELPFUL CRITICISM INSULTING THE CHAPTERS, PEOPLE THAT EDIT/ REVIEW BEFORE POSTING, AND POSITIVE COMMENTS TRYING TO FORCE SHIPS. THIS IS A TERRIBLE THING TO DO, UNLESS IT IS A SIDE SHIP (Doesn't effect the main ships) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CONSTRUCTIVE AND HELPFUL CRITICISM IS GREATLY APPRECIATED Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoy the book!
  • Badass Izuku by ddebxrah
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    İzuku is abused and put through tremendous events and tortures by the Yakuza, he is depressed and only wants peace and revenge Also to prevent other powerful quirk holders to not experience this. And he is willing to anything to do so. What will happen when he learns that the people responsible for his years of torture and abuse is none other than ________. Izuku will be a badass and you can learn more about his personality in the Prologue. OPDeku I don't own the pictures.
  • Akiramenaide - Vigilante Izuku by katxkitten
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    Izuku had always been neglected, bullied, and abused ever since he was diagnosed as quirkless. The only one who was even remotely nice to him was his childhood friend, Bakugo Katsuki, aka Kacchan. However, Izuku finally decides he has enough and tries to commit suicide. Keyword 'tries.' He gets stopped by a sleep deprived underground hero, who changes his point of view on life. He takes the advice given to him by the underground hero, and turns into an illegal hero. He is now known on the streets as Akiramenaide, or Aki for short. Izuku Midoriya is just a memory, and happiness is just a word. What will happen when he meets Bakugo again, but as a completely different person? What if Eraserhead, Tsukauchi, Nezu, and others come too close to finding out who his vigilante persona is? Read to find out! The events in this story will be somewhat aligned with the original storyline, some events may be earlier or slightly different. I haven't picked out an exact ship yet, so right now it's dekubowl. However its not like extreme dekubowl, its more chill. Later on I might make a more specific ship, have n/a, or just keep this one. * : Mean/Abusive Inko, Non-Existent Hisashi, Nice-ish Bakugo, Barista Izuku : * -------------- Trigger Warnings at the beginning of each chapter. Cover Art and any other art in the story is NOT mine unless I say it is mine. I do not own My Hero Academia, Kohei Horikoshi does. I do not own any of the characters in this story, unless I specify that they are an OC. I don't exactly know where this story is going, but I got most of my inspiration from other MHA fanfics.
  • Pushed to the brink (discontinued) by Sabeltje
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    "I didn't inherit any quirk from my parents, it's a birth defect, it barely happens. I still wanted to be a hero, but in a society based around quirks I couldn't live, I was treated less than human. But I trained, I trained still I got strong, I practised fighting, day in day out until my dream finally became reality, I got into the hero course! I thought, things from here on out will get better, I thought I'd finally get accepted, but even though I got accepted into the hero course, I didn't get accepted as a human being. The bullying never stopped, but you know where I found my peace? In a villain organisation," He laughed to himself, "They treated me right, and I found out I'm worth something and that we all are, this world revolves around quirks and if you don't have a strong one, or, God forbid, don't have one at all, you aren't part of the world. I want to change that, don't you?" The world isn't fair and Midoriya learned that from the young age of four years old. #1 in insane #1 in Toga #1 in Izutoga #1 in bakuhoe #1 in shigaraki #2 in league of villains #2 in lov #10 in Izuku #18 in villain deku #29 in deku #37 in myheroacademia I do not own any of the character of bnha the drawings on the cover and in the rest of the book are not mine. If this is your art and you want me to remove it, please tell me and I will remove it.
  • Mystery App! What is this chat?! (Dekuverse)(Partial chatfic) by Chimera_Regarion
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    A broken phone shouldn't work, right? Then please someone explain how this is showing some strange text messages as well as group chats that shouldn't even be real!!! This is soo not happening! This shouldn't be possible, but how? Wait.. I didn't write this as well! What's going on? A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. I am using bits and pieces of my other stories for this dekuverse. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
  • Passion And Despair (Bakudeku) by Izzy_floof
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    Deku finds himself on the edge of his middle schools rooftop will anyone care if he jumps would anyone save him?
  • The scarring hurts (deku angst) by emeraldinsomnia
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    Social-reject izuku finds himself feeling emptier and emptier with each day that passes. TW: suicide and sh || the cover art isn't mine currently trying to find the artist! ||
  • The Restart after betrayal by PokemomMaster
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    Izuku Midoriya is in prison he was thought a traitor by his classmates and has been locked up for 2 years and now 1A is in 3A .izuku while asleep meets God who gives Izuku a second chance at life were Izuku will be born in a new world with no memories of this world a place filled with wonder , excitement Izuku accepts with no hesitation and is transported to the word of Pokemon!!!!!!!!!!.
  • The Misfits by CrazyDemon192
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    They were a group of four. Each one has their own story. Two, are brother and sister, having been abandoned by their parents because of their quirks. One, has lost his mother to a villain attack and was bullied and abused in the orphanage. No one had wanted to adopt him because of his lack of quirk. Then the last one, he didn't lose his parents nor was he abused. But people always expected him to be the best, the greatest. He was seen as the always angry and explosive kid. People always expected him to blow up on them, that he was incapable of loving. And it had hurt the boy. Those three without a family was adopted by the same two pro heroes. They became a happy family. The 'always explosive' blond was dating the quirkless kid and boy were they in love. Said kid had a love for music and even wrote a song using what had happend to him in life as a guide. And so, the four of them not only became the bestest of friends, but also formed a band. 'The Misfits' DISCLAIMAR! I do NOT own the BNHA characters nor the songs or photo's being used in this story. The story is my own though. I hope you give the book a chance as I am not good with discriptions. Enjoy!! ;) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IMPORTANT ‼️ The story is temporarily on hold. I will update again December 2020. Please be patient with me. At the moment I am focusing on school. I promise I will update again.
  • Wolf's Boyfriend (Dadzawa) by Dekuxtodorokix
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    ||WARNING BAKUDEKU|| SWEARING ABUSE this story is about Izuku as a half human half wolf and a celebrity and his dad is Aizawa
  • UPS! I did it again! (chatfic) by Chimera_Regarion
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    A wrong order made Present Mic encounter a blood green haired child. Not soon after that the small hero group chat went into poor chaos. Now a year after that Izuku Midoriya relapses once again. After trying to kill himself twice the heroes of UA staff chat decided to add him into their group and try to help him. Little did they know what they got themselves into! A/N: This is a collaboration work with Greenightronix3400! This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
  • Breaking Point by Chimera_Regarion
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    What would a villain do if not be a villain and act evil. Well what if I told you that not every villain is like that. There is one particular villain who just couldn't controll himself and ended up being one where in fact he would love nothing more than just to end everything. *sigh* What a villain indeed. Too bad that Izuku is that villain and that there is no running away from being a villain with the LOV as his teammates.... or is there? ...... Do I see heroes standing there ready to capture the bean? .... well good luck there buddy! A/N: Thanks for 11k followers! Thanks a lot from heart! This means a lot to me ^^ This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
  • ~¿i'M sOrRy¿~ by spiritglaze
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    cannibal deku -------- WARNINGS: CANNIBALISM, GORE, SELF HARM, MENTAL ILLNESS, TORTURE. -------- Finished: April 16, 2020 Edited: April 29, 2020