Suicidaltendencies Stories

This is something I wrote my freshman year of college (2013). I went throughout a terrible depression that made me want to take my life every single day I was unfortunate enough to wake up. I spared many details that were included in this when I first found it, because it got pretty graphic, and I didn't want to trigger anyone. Inspired from Kurt Cobain and Buddah.

maybe we're paying for the sins we can't remember.

A married couple of four years face many difficulties from the passing of Rudy's sister, to her husbands sociopathic tendencies, and to her suicidal thoughts. All goes merry for the couple until one night that Rudy questions her sexuality whilst caught in an affair with a woman she meets at her cousin's Bacholrette party across town.

Unfiltered, nonsensical sadness.

Started: March 18, 2023 Finished: November 18, 2023 Dazai is a 21 years old young man who was never cared by his parents, and was only seen as a tool for their dirty, and illegal, job. His parents' psychological, and sometimes physical, abuse rendered him mute. He had been hiding the scars which carved into his skin behind the bandages. He had been living in his alternative reality after a certain incident. Someday, he met with a young psychiatrist which made him feel the things he never felt before.

Trying to survive in this fucked up world.

Siren has been through more torture than the average human. Her parents were murdered by her uncle, as well as her aunt. Ready to throw it all away, she slit her wrist as deep as she could. In the middle of jumping off a building, she was stopped by Echo. His friends and him then decided to take her to live with them, after she woke from her coma. Little did she know, that she was going to get on an emotional roller coaster. Confidently, she put her past behind her and was ready to face the future, unaware this attempt at suicide, wouldn't be her last.

Can you survive what life can do to you?

One night, Mia received a direct message in twitter from an unknown person. And the message goes like this: Mia Eyeglasses so thick Hair so thick that you can't flip Fashion sense that gives me creep! You're so ugly Like a toad, creepy Now that it rhymes TBH your face is sour like a lime I'll meet you next time Ciao BITCH! She cried and slept with tear stained pillows and blood stained sheets.

Just things i wrote myself

Nightmare sans has crushes. many of them, but pushes the feeling away and upon finding out all his crushes have someone else he becomes sick. he thought it was just normal heartbreak. until he coughed and in his hand a flower petal lay, covered in his own blood.

Charlie, a 17 yr old foster kid, is checked into a 'loony bin' as she calls it. She ends up making some good friends and falling for a beautiful but broken boy who makes her see everything differently. NOTE: I've never been in a mental hospital. I got the feel for the setting from a friend, who has been in one before, and people online. If I got anything wrong please tell me so I know for the future!

"I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies." [COMING SOON]

This is to the girls and boys, Who believe in fairytales, Once upon a times and happily ever afters Not because they are silly, foolish or ignorant But because they must Because they need them in order to survive To escape from reality To breathe

This is a book of my poetry and internalized feelings , do not judge me I am a lil' sick bean.

How will you know how I feel, when you never asked me how I am?