Suicidalthought Stories

All his life Alex never knew what love was. What happens when Alex gets shipped off to live with his 'supposed' brothers like an Amazon package Years of abuse, neglect, and killing led Alex to become cold and cruel Alex doesn't want to live anymore. He doesn't see the point of living anymore. His family would do anything to save Alex but how can they save them from himself? Will Alex choose death or his family?

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✓ 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧, 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐮, 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐞. 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐟𝐞. [𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐟𝐞𝐦 𝐨𝐜 𝐱 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐢𝐝]

"So, 'Autobot'...do we have a deal?" Megatron asked with interest, waiting to see if the Minibot would take the bite at his offer. Bumblebee still wasn't sure. He couldn't die, couldn't go offline, not yet. He wanted to see his team again. He wanted payback of some sort or at least some sort of closure. No matter the cost. He didn't want to...but he had to. For now, only one thing ran through his fractured and aching processor. Survive. ~~~~~~~~~~ Bumblebee, the sweet spark goofball, who dreamed of being an Elite Guard. Bee can be a handful due to his obnoxious personality, his childish behavior, his procrastination, and much more. However, things take a turn for the worse as his team grows tired of his antics, resulting in an argument that could've led to better or worse. Then during the attempt to stop The Space Bridge, in the midst of the battle, Bumblebee gets kidnapped and taken. For Stellar Cycles, Bumblebee goes through the worst. Being a prisoner, training to fight & kill, forced to move on from all he once knew and had, do as he's told, & become a Con. The only thing Bee wanted was to find value in himself, to survive, to truly see if his former team moved on in life without him.

Four years after Dazai left the Port Mafia and joined the Armed detective agency, he is still met with his past 'mistake'. One anyone can highly doubt he regretted. The reunion is bittersweet, filled with pent-up emotions they left incomplete back then. So now, are they back to playing the old games? After what happened the last time they claimed it was just a deal... Do they still choose to repeat the same mistake? - Part two of 'Just a deal, Right?(Skk) [Disclaimer : None of the images used belong to me] {Warning : This series will be quite just as dark and triggering at the 1st. Please proceed with caution}

Jiang Cheng has spent most of his life being compared with Wei Ying. He didn't blame his adoptive brother, Wei Ying had no idea after all. But it still hurt. He was abused physically and verbally, and he wasn't sure how long he could keep dealing with it. Hiding it from Wei Ying and Jiang Yanli. TWs: abuse, attempted suicide, suicidal thoughts (added trigger warnings will be at the beginning of the chapter they're in) Ao3 relationships and tags: Relationships: Lan Zhan | Lan Wangji/Wei Ying | Wei Wuxian, Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin & Jiang Yanli & Wei Ying | Wei Wuxian, Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin & Lan Zhan | Lan Wangji, Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin & Everyone, Lan Huan | Lan Xichen/Nie Mingjue, Jiang Yanli/Jin Zixuan, Nie Huaisang/Wen Ning | Wen Qionglin, Jin Ling | Jin Rulan/Lan Jingyi/Lan Yuan | Lan Sizhui/Ouyang Zizhen, Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin & Wen Ruohan, Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin & Wen Xu, Meng Yao | Jin Guangyao/Qin Su Additional Tags: Suicide Attempt, Suicidal Thoughts, Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin Needs a Hug, Bad Parents Jiang Fengmian and Yu Ziyuan, Child Abuse, Physical Abuse, Verbal Abuse, Verbal Degradation, Abuse, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Abuse, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Suicidal Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin, Depressed Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin, Good Parent Wen Ruohan, Good Person Wen Xu (Modao Zushi), Good Person Wen Ruohan, Good Person Wen Zhuliu, eventually, Wen Chao kinda fucked him up in the head, Some Crack, The Nie Sect has an animal adoption center, Good Person Jin Guangshan, The Wen sect adopts Jiang Cheng, Don't Like Don't Read, most relationships are minor, Kidnapping, Panic Attacks, Torture, The Abuse Is Just Torture, Implied/Referenced Sex, Some Fluff, Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin-centric, Disabled Character, Mute Jiang Cheng, Everyone Is Alive, Qin Su isn't Jin Guangshan's kid, Self-Harm, Self-Esteem Issues, Self-Worth Issues, Crazy competent and overprotective Nie Huaisang

A book of poems I've constructed over the years, and currently, with each poem getting more recent and more interesting. Read till the end to see how a young poet changes both her tone and view of the world, and how she matures her writing. *The first 9 poems are older. Skip ahead if needed.*

Amari is a 25 year old therapist, a radiant soul navigating a world that hasn't always been kind. A plus-size African American woman with a heart bigger than her struggles, she faces hardship every day-but never lets it dim her light. Her laughter is contagious, her kindness effortless, and she leaves a mark on everyone she meets, even those who are lost in shadows. Axel is a man used to power, control, and fear. At 6'4, the married Italian mafia don commands respect, wealth, and danger-but behind his cold exterior, he's drowning in despair and battling thoughts that terrify even him. That is, until Amari appears. A fleeting moment, a genuine smile, a laugh that seems to reach the parts of him he thought were gone forever-and everything changes. Drawn to her in ways he can't understand, Axel becomes obsessed, captivated not just by her beauty, but by the unshakable light she carries. In Amari, he finds a lifeline he never thought he deserved. And in Axel, Amari may find the most dangerous kind of love-one that could save him, destroy him, or change them both forever.

A collection of quiet breakdowns no one sees. Inner monologues, hidden pain, and the thoughts they never say out loud. These are the moments behind the smiles, the silence behind the strength.

At the start of the apocalypse, will these four teens survive? Will they form the necessary bonds to stay alive, or more? When strength and wisdom unite, will all prevail? New chapters will be posted 1-2 times a month until complete. New chapters posted on the weekend. {#1 in #dontjudgeabookbyitscover on 11/6/25 through 11/16/25 #7 in #transgender on 11/9/25 #3 in #idiotstolovers on 11/6/25}

It was just a joke. I wanted to give her one last 'fuck you' before she got married to the guy I always wanted. How in the fuck did that lead to her dying? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Y'all know the drill.... This story is everything that involves a person getting triggered. Please take notice to the tags and if you read and find yourself upset... I am ashamed to admit that.... that's the point, that's my writing style. It will hit at times and pull your leg. Don't like? Perfect, I have done my job lol. Love ya!

August is trapped in an unfair and emotionally abusive family, who mistreats her , August has a desire to die but does she actually do it.? (tw, @bu$e , $elf h@rm, su!cid€ , and sensitive themes)

my first story abt how katsuki and izuku became friends again (maybe even more 😼) lots of angst :( (srry but i love to traumatize them 😞)

As a depressed introvert, I write poetry to express myself. Enjoy my creative but, always depressed mind!

Daniela and Sophia have always hated each other's guts. Always making snarky comments when off camera. One day, they saw through the tension and saw the real feelings underneath; love.

Well lemme tell you a story, It's about a two boys, and It's kinda short kinda boring, But the end is a world, Met like the rain to the soil, The fragrance was enjoyed, suddenly the whole world came to life, but soon enough the fragrance died, it was cold as the autumn came, Just like the leaves from the trees shed, They broke and fell apart too, Tried to fly as far as they could, But all along the path that they flew, a trail of red spider lilies grew, Soon they found themselves, In a garden with a red view, Looking at the painting their distance drew, they could spot each other in it, Cause even the flowers admit, they were always met to be to split... - "Count back from 1000 by 7's" - (I own no art and I own no characters. Each piece of work belongs to there respective author) Warning: Suicidal thoughts and suicide,despresion, self harm, and blood and gore. If you ever have contemplation of such things, seek help and or reach out to someone.

Zara, a 16-years-old teen one days discovers something unusual. She suddenly has a tail? Can she fix this? Her problems just keep rising as she bumps into more and more unexpected things, and people. Can she accept her fate or will she forever be weird? Have you ever felt like you don't fit the norm that other people give out? Maybe you need help, maybe you're misunderstood, I'll ensure that this book is just right for you. Mental health issues are real and I want you to know you matter Similar to Dreams of Fate but a lot different. If you like reading about feelings and emotions then this book is for you Trigger Warning: Abuse, Violence, Gore, Death and Dying, Discrimination, Animal cruelty, Mental Illness, Kidnapping, Stalking and Torture Please take note of my warnings! If you get triggered by any of these this book is not for you, thank you for being with me and I hope you will enjoy my book!

‼️𝟏3+ 𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐃𝐄𝐃‼️ 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝟔 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 👻

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for the ones that were the sunshine for one wrong person then became the midnight rain for everyone else. a collection of short and long poems and occasional updates. "Sorrys are just something you say to avoid doing anything different or better." - The Book Eaters, Sunyi Dean ‼️TW‼️ contains hard topics including a mention of SA & SH. Amongst other things. I am a poet I write what I think. I write what I love, hate, and everything in between. I am weakest in my writing if you don't enjoy it that is not my problem. STARTED | 1/1/23 FINISHED | 4th in poetry 6th in poetrycollection 10th in suicideprevention 1st in vending 5th in poem 7th in shortpoem 4th in venting 3rd in rants .♡︎.