Sylbshy Stories

Every girl has her own story, right? Not just some - I'm one of them too, and I have dreams. I have dreams, but I'm also lazy when it comes to "hard work" That's the word I want to act on, but how? To be honest, how can people tell if they've done their best or given their last shot at the things that have come their way in life? Some of them have proof that makes us say, "Wow, you're amazing I want to be like that soon." Right, "soon." Soon to be what? Hahaha, funny, right? I just want to experience that rom-com story where in high school you have a journey like Taylor Swift's "Love Story" oh, to have that feeling. But what if you have a crush and you don't understand the feeling you're having? Like, you like him but he doesn't fit your standards. Girl, I spent my whole weekends reading manhwa/manga and taking notes on male leads whose vibe I absolutely love like, I wish he was the one I'd get for Christmas, and I'd even pray for him. I want to experience having a mestizo in my life who treats me like I'm the only woman in his eyes, but no I fell for a moreno. No way! But how can I control this feeling that I don't even understand? Why do I feel captivated by his hair, his eyes, and the way he looks at me? Is this the love I've waited so long to be real?!