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Amidst his heartbreak, Ryder didn't have a choice. He was desperate to find love where it felt like it would last a lifetime. Though, he never really knew what love really is. He doesn't know what the problem is. Was it him? He wasn't sure. All he knows is that he wants to find a distraction. Immediately.
He continued this "distraction phase", not listening to what his best friend, Seth, had to say. He went along with his plan when he met the girl he knew he liked. She seemed perfect within his visions, like a flourished painting painted with perfect strokes.
But throughout his journey, his heart felt a little bit weird. It was like his heart disagreed with the directions he was taking. While he was crushing on this girl, his heart started to beat for his own best friend. His pulse was activating whenever a deep interaction between them was written down. Yet he was troubled. It's his best friend, why would he push through his feelings?
Will he continue to let that heart beat? Or will he listen to the narratives within himself?