Therealdeal Stories

For all my readers who have had trouble accessing Chapter 30 due to Wattpad restricting it to Private, I'm so sorry and I should have done this a long time ago. But here it is now, published separately! To any new readers, you'll have to read the first 29 chapters of The Bad girl goes Good to understand what's going on! Happy Reading! Cerise xx

Thoughts and meanings about my life

Ok, so my name is Kiara and to the right is Michael. Our love was kind of confusing and how it fell together is kind of forbidden and highly frowned upon but it was definitely worth every sacrifice,struggle,good time and bad time that we've ever been through together. This is definitely going to be an interesting and over the top story but it's all the truth and a real story. This is basically going to be a daily diary entry of our whole relationship with every secret,fight,argument and all the little things that anyone should know. This story will tell you how far someone would go for love and what love truly means.

This girl is just trying to survive high school and this dance changes every thing for her.

Nothing behind me matters.

Sometimes it's hard to believe that your suffering Though the pain that we humans can't understand Though with that smile you must wish us not to know The pain of the lost and suffering you've had endured And sometimes it's as plain as day You struggle to hide the pain but can't And you look as though you'll burst into tears I wounder how you were ever able to keep it hidden And then you smile again as if nothing happened All though you smiles are brighter than the sun You still hurt more than anyone would know And it seems to hurt you more ever time I see you You worry so much about everyone else You should worry more about yourself But your heart seems to be breaking for others I don't want to see that kind of smile When your sad you can show it to me When your want to cry go ahead and cry And when you want to smile truly smile

"Its so hard sometimes" I said my stomach in knots, I willed the tears that I knew were on their way back, "its just always there, waiting. No matter how happy I am I can still feel it" Jesse looked at me sympathy in her eyes- oh how I hated that look-"you don't have to fight through this alone" she said. But I did. Nobody understood, not the therapists, not the support groups, not the online chats nothing. I was totally and utterly alone. I nodded nonetheless "I know" Rose is alone, secretly suffering from depression, anxiety and anorexic thoughts she battles through this daily. The only way she can release he emotion is through dance. However it is not until a dance teacher inspires her and looks deep enough into her personality to help her. With a troubled past, a daily struggle and a never ending battle can she make it through the war that we call life? This is based off of a true story.