Theriseingofthesheildhero Stories

You had been summoned to a new world with the very first heros by accident. The four heroes had given you there powers but with conditions to use it. Do to that you have four markings on your body ,one on your back one on your chest and two on your arms. You had watched each hero die before you. You were broken when the first sheild hero died. Then the new heroes were summoned. You had become overwhelmed with emotions at the new sheild hero Naofumi Iwatani. Will you finally feel emotions or will you find a way to end yourself. (First off i don't own the rise of the sheild hero and this story follows the anime mostly and if i can get my hands on the manga or the light novel i might add things from it to the story and dear reader I hope you like this story also the beginning of the story is mostly back story and mostly a bit of fan fiction/story so if someone says something about the first heroes i haven't read the books so 😋 enjoy also the picture isn't mine)