aconfusedmuggle
"I have not felt so happy in a long time in my life. My days were all merging into each other like shades of grey merge into black on a canvas and my life was but a fake copy of Jackson Pollock's Autumn Rhythm. I had stopped wondering. I had stopped wandering. I had forgotten that there was a life to be lived outside my routine. I had forgotten that getting out of bed can ever be easy. I had forgotten how much I loved this city when it rained and I had completely forgotten to stop and look at the trees changing colors at the beginning and end of the weather. I had compartmentalized my life into tiny to-do lists that were never fulfilled and I had caged my life into expectations that were not mine"