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──────── ₊⋆☽◯☾⋆₊ ──────── 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐑𝐞𝐝 𝐑𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐬 is a poetic memoir of becoming, an unfolding of myself, one fragile petal at a time. This collection traces my journey through the fragile and tangled years of teenagehood. Through each poem, you would get a glimpse of raw and unfiltered moments of love, heartbreak, loss, confusion and even hints of clarity. The title is more than just a name : it is a metaphor of growth and acceptance . Each year, each experience was a petal unfolding . Some were soft like teenage innocence while others were jagged, stained with blood, weathered by heartbreak and resilient in reaching. Some were glowing red under the eternal sunlight of euphoria while others were withered due to the droughts of insecurity and floods of pent up emotions . But together these roses compose the bouquet of my becoming. Now I offer this bouquet to you, dear reader, and hope you find petals of your own and embrace the garden you are meant to be. ──────── ₊⋆☽◯☾⋆₊ ──────── 𝟒 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐑 ⟪ h i g h e s t r a n k i n g s ⟫ #1 in poesia (out of 15k stories) #1 in spokenword (out of 4.57k stories) #1 in personalthoughts (out of 2.5k stories) #1 in personalexperience (out of 1.57k stories) #1 in freeverse (out of 7.74k stories)

A short story contest entry. Several months of isolation could change a person. I know it changed me...

decided i wanted to overshare my thoughts in a book? let me know when to stop idk

putting eros with amir is like adding salt to the wound and yet their coexistence helps each other. two traumatized college boys bond together by their love for rainy days and witty remarks.

❛❛spinning in my highest heels, luv❜❜ ───── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───── 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 i write cute little poetry.

she's constantly wondering if she is or can be good enough for people. her paranoia hurts like a blade but she doesn't learn that people just come and go. she will never learn that some people just aren't meant to be, even when you want them to be.

"I wish I had a better timing for you and me" IN WHICH; mercury and matt have been dating since junior year but now their facing issues in their personal life will that tear them apart? "we'll be a fine line, we'll be a fine line, we'll be alright" and "I've been having a hard time adjusting I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting I didn't know if you'd care if I came back I have a lot of regrets about that Pulled the car off the road to the lookout Could've followed my fears all the way down And maybe I don't quite know what to say But I'm here in your doorway I just wanted you to know That this is me trying" a matt sturniolo x fem! oc au absolutely no smut nor sexualizing if i see a sexualizing comment I will immediately delete the comment trigger warning mention of: drinking, mental and physical abuse, depression, suicidal thoughts and attempts [ if matt or any of the sturniolo triplets are uncomfortable with this fanfic i will definitely take it down ] started: July 30, 2022 ended:

Inspired from the famous love triangle of the Taylor Swift Album - Folklore, this story reimagines the story of three highschoolers: Betty, James and Augustine as they try to figure out love, life and themselves. P.S: Please vote and comment if you like literally any part of this story. Would mean a looot! Thanks :")

this is poems, probably, just trying to live life, surviving, depression, teenage life, my love for certain things (not people ;), trauma and some parents issues. if you're feeling like me, just know that it will get better, i don't really know when but i know it will?

Lucifer left. Chloe could not believe that after she had poured her heart out to him he had not stayed. This is what happens when he comes back. Inspired by Taylor Swift's Folklore Song "This is me Trying" This is my very first attempt at writing Deckerstar after a VERY long time of writing anything other than academic papers so please, bear with me. Let's see what the plot fairies want me to say :)

Heya! Ruko here, Basically just announcements/updates someplace you guys can ask me questions and get some answers

This is basically a diary entry in third person, not going to lie it's not meant to spread happiness. We all have those bad days, where we cry ourselves to sleep every night and when that happens to me, these are the thoughts I have. I've come to the conclusion that You can't outrun the darkness in your mind at least for now. Hopefully, you don't relate to this. Proceed to ready carefully. if you are in anyway triggered by 'sad' or 'depressing' thoughts I recommend, you don't read this 509 words 'story' Enjoy :)

We got drunk and danced under street lights in blue jeans. We hid in our secret hiding spots together. He listened to all of my stories and kissed all my scars away And when I felt like an old cardigan under someone's bed... ... you put me on and said I was your favourite. I just hoped it was enough to last. ... Betty and James's relationship is just beginning when she gets a summer internship miles away. How will James spend his summer without Betty? With his new coworker Augustine of course. This is a story that goes through the love stories of Taylor Swifts beautiful albums, folklore and evermore. There will be many parts and individual stories that all come together in the ending.

❝𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠❞ Edits, I guess

❝ pumpkin spice and everything nice ❞ ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ a spam / message board if you're here you might as well read it ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ bye

an indirect love letter to ms. Taylor Swift

Taylor said that it was up to us to pass these stories down, so I'm just doing as told. Walk through the stories of the characters that have the faces of stories you've walked through. Walk through a high school love triangle, myths, fairy tales, childhood stories, lost loves, and haunting memories.

effy elladora, the girl with perfect grades, perfect hair and a perfect life, the girl who got any guy she wanted, the girl who knew her worth and never let her guard down, the girl who lived under the same roof as her childhood crush, the redhead infamous prankster twin, fred weasley, the girl who's parents were killed right in front of her face and the same girl who fell in love but couldnt even love herself first. started- 02/19/21 finished- a nice longggggg slowburn! gotta love em :)

"they told me all of my cages were mental, so I got wasted like all my potential. and my words shoot to kill when I'm mad, i have a lot of regrets about that." highest rankings: #4 on #thisismetrying suggested reader age: 11+ started: august 23 2021