Toseewherenotdifferentatall cerita

First of all i'm not belong here, I'm not part of it, i'm not deserved for it,and i always threw something that valuable to me. Im a type of boy that, useless, selfish and unworthy, let's begging the story form the very start, Why do we have always throwaway the things that valuable to us? A many equations that we need to solve, but we dont have any clue how we will to start it, Why we have always look at the outside? alot of attitude, difference between me, Oh wait I'll give some clue of my name "K" so let's move on. At the very start of my story, I gave some traits of mine, So im a Selfish the reason why i only concerned to myself and i don't have time For an any nonsense thing And I'm not friendly but i do have a friends, not much,So i wrote this book to not compare or judge because for some reason i hate it, comparing with others, i almost killed myself because of that im not a good writer but ill mybest.( kung papatayin ka ano gusto mo? Saksakin ka patalikod or Mamatay sa kasinungalingan? ) marami sa atin naka encounter na nang ganyan if kung tama ako most likely mga teenagers ngayon maraming nagpapakamatay dahil sa pag Gi-girlfriend/bo-boyfriend, Ginagawa kona din yan maraming beses na but unang una pumapasok sa isip ko paano yung maiiwanan ko diba masyado akong selfish so Let's start na!!