histórias de Totga

He lost her. He found her. Or at least... he thinks he did.

Start and end with a happy note.

AN: Read at your own risk, this is not edited. I saw my old diary and saw this entry so hahahaha I came upon a phrase one night that says, "Once in our life, we meet someone who becomes our TOTGA". Curious, I searched for the word and learned, Ah! So He was my TOTGA. The one who got away due to circumstances. The one who got away by one's pure choice.

She was the sunshine who brought brightness in my dark path and warmth in my cold and void world. She was the one who brought me back to the path when I lost myself in nothingness. She was the missing puzzle piece I need to complete my life. And I lost her. I lost the one I love. I lost the love of my life. I'm such an idiot. I let her slipped through my fingertips. I let her feel what's like to live without me. I let her got away. I would do whatever it takes just to have her back in my life, to her back in my arms where she fits perfectly. But I know what I want is impossible for I lost her. Forever.

Never not falling.

Anim na taon na ang nakalipas ng mawala na parang bula si Josh pagkatapos ng napakalaking eskandalo na nasangkutan nila. Lea started hating him. Nahirapan siyang labanan ang eskandalong iyon ng mag-isa. She fought with all her might. At halos isumpa niya si Josh nang makaraos siya. Then she met Jordan, sa tuwina'y ito ang naging kasangga niya sa lahat habang iniaahon niya ang sarili. Jordan asks for her hand of marriage, na handa niyang tanggapin. She was a happy woman now. Then Josh came back. Sa muling pagkikita nila ay rumagasa sa kanya ang damdaming pilit niya pinatay sa loob ng anim na taon. She avoided him, na imposibleng mangyari dahil pamilya ito ni Jordan. "A second chance. That's all I ask," ani nito isang gabi nang pumunta ito sa apartment niya. "I love Jordan," matigas na ani niya rito. Ngunit humihiyaw ang katotohanan na alam na alam niya. She never stopped loving Josh.

I am still yearning of that moment, wishing I'm gonna make another romantic night but this time, not with you but to another. The aftertaste of that first kiss still lingering on my lips. You have this particular taste and fragrance that no one can ever replace.

I was 20 when I met him. He became my life. He was my strength. He was my whole damn galaxy. We were so happy but he left me. I'm glad that I met you Until we meet again, My love

Memories will always stay in my heart.

One shot story "The most heartbreaking part of life is when someone you love becomes a memory"

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ ❝𝘮𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘦𝘮 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘪𝘯 𝘷𝘢𝘪𝘯‚❞ ☽༓･*˚⁺ • 𝘣𝘦𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥, 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘶𝘯𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘩 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘤𝘢𝘣𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵; 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩. •

Onism's own made story

Dear diary, I am happy that i found you, until again my love.

In another life I will make you stay. - A one shot story. Copyright © 2020

COMPLETED | SHORT STORY Can you play truth or dare with someone from your past? Published: Feb. 5, 2022 Genre: Romance-Drama Language: Taglish Book cover by: hannahredspring

"Sana sa susunod nating buhay, maging matapang na ako para mahalin ka, na maging matapang na akong ipaglaban ka. Sana sa susunod nating buhay, may tayo na sa huli." This is a "The One That Got Away" kind of story. It's super short and it's all in tagalog. Hehehehe I'm sorry, just please bare with me cause this is my first time publishing something.

Basahin niyo exam namin to

!! UNDER CONSTRUCTION !!

A collection of poems that are dedicated to someone who no longer belongs to the arms of the author yet still holds a special spot in the latter's heart and mind.