Touchdeprived hikaye

Random thoughts I want to write about Poem sort of things idk

This is what happens when ya boi gets so sad they write a happy ending for cliff, sorry of this isn't that good

It's a poem about touch starvation. It's about a girl who grow up in a household where the father is not affectionate and never ever in her memory hugged or held her.

Yall don't know who I am and wanna keep it that way. This is my way to vent about my feelings and hopefully yall can give me advice on it all. I don't have a therapist, so I'ma be using this as it. I don't really know how to handle my feelings any other way. I will warn you this book might mention about suicidal thoughts, urges, embarrassing ass storys, intrusive and impulsive thoughts, gore details, every trigger you can think of and probably even more so beware. I just wanna get better.

Sabre is very touch deprived. He is very jumpy, and has fast reflexes because of all the darkness attacks. Nobody but Orange/Rainbow knew, because Sabre was with Rainbow, and got suspicious. Eventually Sabre told him, because he threatened to tell everyone else. I'm bad at this, but it's worth a try! Cover is not mine!

Russia, as confident and strong he looks, on the inside he's just a pile of nervous ash. Still scarred by his father's death, he looks for more meaning in life. He's already found it but he doesn't know how to deal with the feelings he has for a certain someone... And this someone: America, has a pretty average life. The only thing is his father is an alcoholic. And not the funny drunk either. America has to help his siblings, and is the only one brave enough to stand up to their father when drunk. America has not only to stop getting his father to drink, but help his friend who has fallen extremely ill with something no one knows what it is. At least he has a gift that will help him more than once. This is my first fanfic that I actually published so please hang with me- I may post another book in this same au for gerpol, but it will get really slow updates because Im already writing a lot of other books. Updating schedule: Thursday -warnings- Mentions of sensitive subjects (dark stuff like death/depression/killing/etc.) gay ships (what else would I ever write?) FLUFF <3 Typical CH ships