Toxicchildhood Stories

Prologue "I was taught that God listens to every whisper. So I have learned to whisper her name only to Him. Siyaara. I say it when azaan ends and the silence feels heavier than prayers. I memorised every boundary that were told to maintain. I memorised the way her bangles sound whenever she walks. One was for my Imaan. The other was for the nights I can't take back. What does it costs to love a girl, whose name I hide everytime I raise my hands to pray? " - Rahil. "Everytime I stand in front of Shivlinga, all the places I broke myself trying to be loved are filled in my eyes full of tears. I was taught that Gods live in stone and flame. No one taught me what to do when a boy named for mercy started feeling like my prayer. RAHIL Five letters. One sin my mother would call it "ninda". I know every verse from Gita about detachment. I know exact pitch of his voice when he says "Bismillah" before crossing the street away from me. One was for my Moksha. The other was for the nights I cannot confess to my Mandir. There is a temple where I stand lighting diyas for the Gods I suppose to trust. There is a Masjid where he bows to God whom I'm not allowed to name. Between them lies a road lined with "what will people say?" They named me Siyaara-the star, pure. And he, Rahil- the traveller. You were meant for travelling Rahil. Why did you stop at me?" - Siyaara. Between azaan and aarti, between halal and forbidden , their love grew like a blue orchid - beautiful, wrong and impossible to break. These are the Scars of Faith .

"I can even kill her but that would be too easy on her" said Aiden Klein. "Even the sight of her makes me disgusted". He said while blows landed on the her back She was crying out loud due to pain but she couldn't say anything. She was in no place to say anything. What happened..? Why is She is suffering but not able to say anything?

I was living a normal life until one day I woke up to discover that the wheel of time is somehow turned and now I am in the body of my 6 years old self