Traumadump Histoires

ocwiki lol my original characters' profiles, lore, etc contains sensitive topics and 18+, click off if not comfortable with(specific warnings put in each part)

This book is going to be filled with updates about my fics and books! Also requests are allowed here :)

got inspired by my friend, so I'm writing Abt my life:3

TRIGGER WARNING: This story is 100% real, and will involve explicit sexual abuse, emotional abuse, physical abuse, drugs and alcohol, death, and me questioning religion as a whole. ****** My brother towered over me, a knife in one hand and a cooler in the other. A sinister smile was spread across his face, his eyes darker than I had ever seen them before. "Please don't," my small voice cracked. He laughed in response, a real Joker kind of laugh. I squeezed my eyes tight, bracing myself for what would come. For a moment, I wondered if I was in a simulation because this didn't seem real. I felt the weight of the cooler collide with my body and I let out a pained groan. I looked up at him, the knife still in his tight grasp. I held my arms in a cross, trying to protect my face. He scoffed, "I am your worst nightmare, and there's nothing that can save you." Through the tears in my eyes I could see the golden cross that hung on the wall behind him. In that moment, my ten year old self finally started to wrap my head around religion. It had nothing to do with Hell, Heaven, or even being saved. It had everything to do with believing in whatever made you feel like you had the most power over everyone else. I close my eyes once more, preparing to be the Martyr tonight. When I open them, my brother is gone. ********** "Dancing on my Brother's Grave" is the chilling and very real story of how I grew up with a brother who was determined to kill me, and alcoholic parents who weren't equipped enough to save me from the emotional torment and physical abuse I would go through even into my adult years. From drawing in the church pews, running to save my own life, to daydreaming about the day I will finally dance on my brother's grave.

did you not read the fucking tital?

Ignore this I'm just venting to myself because I need to say it without saying it yk

**ALL NAMES ARE FAKE** Trauma dumping here 🤠🔫

A compilation of anything I've written or thought. I do warn you that my work may not be the best, but, I am trying so please give me that at least. I also may forget about this and remember it years later so don't rush through this if you do decide to read anything in here.

if you see this no you didnt 😛🙏🏻

So this is two very long parts, that I worked on when I was visiting a small town without service/Internet so there is no proofing or anything. Second part may be longer/shorter, and I'll probably have no motivation because I haven't been in the mood to write anything in weeks. So if you want the second part, you'll probably have to write a comment reminding me to write it. Writers block really likes to murder me. TW; Homophobia Dead fandom Probably bloodshed, posting after like four weeks of not looking at this. MENTIONS OF S&XU@L AB|_|S€ prob more lol KINDA A TRAUMA DUMP? IDFK. Mostly 3rd person POV. Haikyuu Daichi Sawamura. THATS IT FOR THE TW<3 have fun reading this trash because I'll probably delete my other book and just make little snippets of life for ships or something, scenarios, we'll find out because that tiny bit of motivation i constantly have ain't going anywhere but into TT drafts and YT edits/ other dumb shit. Sorry for the long description, have a nice day luvs<3 -Koooooooottttaaaaa!!

My feelings are hurt, and this is better than m*rder.

A book where I vent my troubles, please do not say anything potentially hurtful. This is book is coming from a place of high sensitivity

Basically rants on bad and defiantly concerning experiences through out my life, basically spilling all my "trauma" to strqnger on the internet. Kinda treating this as a diary/"trauma"/problems dump

If you could see your destiny, would you be able to comprehend it?

Get ready for a wild ride of trauma and bullshit that I'm constantly dealing with.

Some poetry that I wrote

This Book is based off of real life events and experiences The only thing that is made up are the na

Welcome to my life, or should I say, their life. I was never in control.

venting with this book. you can read do not worry. i want to share my life as a 14 year old with everyone. life is tough but living is tougher.