Trimmajin Stories

Acknowledging and being considerate toward oneself is necessary because it lessens the pressure of the situation one is in. Self-care and self-love include both verbal and written communication with oneself, as well as action. I am extremely grateful to write this self-compassionate letter because it taps me on the shoulder and says, "Hey self, you have me!", before smiling and giving a thumbs up.

Life. What is life? Minsan ba napasok na ang tanong na yan sa utak mo? Hindi ka ba nagtataka kung pano nga ba ang takbo ng buhay? Kasi para saken... Life is unfair. Walang kasiguraduhan. Kung anong inakala mong magiging takbo ng buhay mo, pwedeng dahil lang sa isang trahedya mababago na lahat, masisira. Matatapos.

That day, I discovered I was inside my own story, "Broken", and I am Aderyn Amadeo, the main lead.

Promises are worst than lies. Cause you make others hope, hope for something that you're not sure you can give. A promise is forever. That's what the always say. But welcome to reality, they're broken everyday. I feel it, the pain inside me. Akala ko madali lang maniwala at magtiwala, pero nakalimutan ko, para pala itong sugal na dapat lagi kang handa, kung san pwedeng may mawala sayo. I hold his promises to me, until that day. They broke me, lahat ng tiwala at kasiyahan ko tinanggal at nilayo nila sakin. I trusted them, pero yun ang pinakamaling nagawa ko. I should be happy for them, dapat. Pero pano? Nakalimutan ko na atang maging masaya, ni-hindi ko na nga alam ang meaning nun. Nakakatawa kung babatiin ko sila. Pero ako eto ngayon, nakatayo sa simbahan. Nakaharap sa altar. Gusto kong umiyak, gustong-gusto. Pero dapat kong ipakita na hindi ako na-aapektuhan. Pero kasi ang dapat na nasa pwesto nya ay ako. 'Congratulations my dear bestfriend. You are now marrying my ex boyfriend' Kasabay ng pagtulo ng mga nagbabadya kong luha. -Promised- Finished: 08:06:20 Written by: TrimmaJin Completed

Dear Future, Hi! Una sa lahat, hindi ko alam kung ano ng narating mo ngayon. Nandito pa lang, nanjan ka na. Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko alam kung naging masaya ka ba sa nangyare sa buhay mo.