closetweebmagz
I'm all out of fucks. It's 2 am and I have school tomorrow, but my mind just won't stop thinking. I'm done being the person I am. I have been for awhile. I am the frown, the anger, the unhappy tall figure who can never seem to let people know how he feels. I'm out of fucks because no matter how tiring holding back all your emotions is, I can never seem to fall asleep. To put it quite simply, I wish he were here. I want to hold his hand, run my hands through his hair, hug him just to let him know how much I love him, but never say it out loud because I'm a coward and that's terrifying. In case you need clarification, I Tsukimshima Kei am in love with my best friend Yamaguchi Tadashi.
And it's really fucking exhausting.