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Attention;
Can be so small, and can come in such small doses at first that you'll never truly realise when you start taking the medicine.
That is until it becomes your drug, the thing you crave the most in life to the point you don't care where it's coming from and what it truly means to be appreciated.
Even at times we begin to believe that attention and relieving validation is the only way to love, and can lead us to believe that we are in love, in love with the person we have created in our head, the person that truly loves us and not just for what's underneath.
Those silly "catcalls", that you tell yourself over and over again that their really just "compliments" and that maybe he actually loves you-
But the truth is he doesn't, he never will even if he says he does, he's just a teenage boy looking for easy pleasure for himself, it's almost sickening, that this is somehow the norm.
But the thing that ruins us all, is the fact that you know he's using you-
But the attention has become ur drug.