iwishyourmomwashere
Do you ever feel like people don't think about you until you do something that affects them also? Like people don't care about you? Did you ever feel like without you, the world will be a better place?
That's exactly how Ray Madden felt when Michael Du Pont, a vampire who's been around for more than 127 years, appeared in his window,starving for human blood in the night of september 16th, while Victoria Chanler was sleeping in her bed, two streets further from "the crime scene".
*Victoria*
All my life i thought i can get away with anything. I didn't care much what was happening around me anyway.I wasn't really comfortable with anyone around neither my "friends". But there was someone..
His name was Ray.He was my bestfriend in 11th grade,we were really getting along with each other.
"I can't take it anymore.I'm only hurting you." he said.
"I won't let you go,Ray. Please stay,you're not hurting me,I swear! "
I don't know why i said what i said that day.It's true that when he's not responding, he's hurting himself ,i couldn't be mad at him.But it was horrible for me waiting for him to respond when i needed him the most.
The thing that kept us togheter this long it seems to be gone. So instead of pulling on it ,I just left first.
He was kind and funny, we had secrets, common crushes on random boys. We enjoyed the beautiful part of life together.
He cared for me a lot. I know that.
After our last fight, he kept venting in our conversations at exactly 12am. I never got to read them,Ray deleted every messages after 5 seconds since sending them.
I wanted to help him so bad but i couldn't. That's not how it works.