histórias de Whattodo

Creating a diary is something I don't want to do, because i feel im writing this like im bidding a goodbye. It hurts how i live with what if and regrets then repeat the cycle, its frustrating and exhausting. It all started when i get to introduce to the korean drama and wattpad world, where everything feels surreal. I isolated my self and escape reality not knowing that, i might prolonged my life and it did. I drop out off school because of the reasons that i got ashamed by my teacher infront of the class. Maybe partly my fault because im attending school every other day but does she have to do that? Being a person with low self esteem i cant take that. I can't help but to ponder and i ask myself, if she have a problem with me that day, i hope she should've just talk to me privately. Or im just too sensitive? I remember when my not so close kuya ran ask me if im really going to stop going to school, he offer me to raise my baon or ihatid niya ako sa school but despite his perseverance to push me not to, i did. Thinking about it now made my eyes teary... and what if's started to run in my heads again. What if i listen to them? For sure my life would've been different. What if i got a motivation, i got drive and i know what i want to be back then? For sure im not where i am right now. Regrets start kicking in like a tick of a clock when it reaches its time. Im not writing this because i wanted to earn readers or views, i wanted to write this because i want you to know what my story is.... Im Ariesa Luna Enitsirk, who loves nature, moon and everything we see in the sky. 23 senior high grad, doesn't have a job which im not proud off and still doing nothing but writing and reading... And this is my life.

There are many people struggling out there, people who can't help, but be discouraging to themselves, so I decided to make this book about positive ways you can think instead. I started out as someone who had noone to turn to besides my books, myself, and my medicine, and I bet their are people out there in that same situation. So here it is!

I wrote this in my English class tell me is you want any more loke this

New caption(2023-): This is an old diary i kept, to talk about my toxic friendship with a girl i thought liked, that manipulated me. It shows my growth, maturing and struggles over the years. I want to share my experiences as a flaud human being, trying to help others to understand their own lifes and emotions. I will try to keep this going, as a new person, with new struggles (will contain spelling mistakes, that i might work out over time) Old caption (2021-2022):alright. I'm writing this for myself. Idk why. Usually I hate writing. Especially writing down my problems doesn't usually work for me. But there is so much stuff in my head that I just have to write it down for once, so my own twisted fucking mind doesn't mix it all up again. I will not pay any attention to spelling mistakes or such.

Here are 30 things to do if you're bored.

The nights I anxiety kicks in and it doesn't let go.

When you realized something that you should have realized a long time ago . Can you do what you should have done before now ? . . . Just teen days with immature personality ;-)

This book consist of poems involving some experiences of person who has depression, anxiety disorder, panic attacks and other mental disorders. We made this book to express our thoughts and to raise awareness. Some of the poems are real life experiences and some are advises and encouragements. Some books were written in Filipino and English.

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Are you bored? Well if so I have got you covered!!!!

umm umm aint it self explanatory cuh?

One night, Janey Williams disappeares. No one knows where she is. Charlotte feels guilty so she does her best to find her little sister. Will she find her? Is she alive?

This is still being added to! These are random things you can do when bored.

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When Petra finds out her older brother is still alive. Her father returns and tries to hurt them which puts her and her friends at risk.

I'll do one every chapter I guess

Shit happens everyday to me and I'm letting this shit out

I'm somewhat new to a top-tier class and I've m experienced my soon-to-be lovers affection towards me, until it gets worse.. or should I say , better?

This story about how my feeling to my crush and what happen between us. He's was my senior,old 2 years old than me,an Chinese guys. Have a sweet smiling(dimple) , charming demeanour , friendly , happy-go-lucky and such a nice senior ~[>_<]~ This is for the second time that i really fall in love with someone and my love for him is deep in my heart