Wonderings Stories

The internet venting machine or stupid poems I post on the Internet when I don't know what to do with my feels A futile effort to capture fleeting feelings or dreams or concepts with an imperfect language of words.

Sometimes when the wind blows past my ears, chilling them till they turn red, my breath coming out in puffs of white air, I wonder. I wonder what life is. I wonder if there truly is a being out there, somewhere, buried beneath the rubble of our society. And I wonder what's to come. When life isn't going your way. But life is never going my way is it? Whether it be one thing or another, it just must go wrong.

Aaaaannnd here lies record of my past attempts at any sort of romance. Maybe one day all of these thoughts will actually mean something to someone... Any who, any and all feedback is welcome. I hope someone out there enjoys these! || Written late 2018- mid 2019 || P.s. Some of these are directed at a specific person, but a few are just random thoughts that have drifted through my head as a "what if" sort of thing. Just wanted to clarify that real quick.

Just a Few Words , but they speak a million.

have you ever stopped and wondered what their true intentions are? their actual purpose apart from the obvious? i have. I explore the thoughts I had about their mysterious existence one night looking out my window. RANKED #1 IN WONDERINGS as of 09/12/19 RANKED #428 IN NIGHT as of 11/08/18 RANKED #745 IN NIGHT as of 27/06/18

I wrote this in 2012 when I was 13. I'd keep in mind that I was probably having an existential crisis and/or particularly pissed of that day. (Even now I couldn't tell you for sure)

a book of all those philosophies that are not spoken aloud, but have been written ink instead. a space for the thoughts that come from within, the thoughts deep inside. for the quiet observations made within the confines of minds. the waves of ocean that rise every so often upon the shores of our mentality. this is: thoughts i think. | b o o k 1 | Copyright © 2018 [ lowercase intended ] | b o o k 1 |

Meandering thoughts, wonderings, wanderings of the mind. Lost in thought, opinions, the sea and oceans of ideas, to dip in and out of. To rant at mediocrity, to crave more dullness, to enjoy emotions. Take your pick.

I wonder sometimes. I wonder about you. About us. But more importantly, about me.

The space between thoughts and the little things that drip out when my back is turned.

Life is unexpected and you've just gotta roll with it.

Haha c: Hi, told you this was gonna be a thing. And look I though of a good name too. 'The Meandering Thoughts Of a Wayward Teen' Or uh 'The Twisted And Winding Thoughts Of An Unpredictable Teen'. I'm not gonna lie... This could be deep. OR it could be totally random and make very little sense. Who knows? Oh and uh, that picture? I don't own it okay? I found it on google, I was looking at pics of Shintaro and Route xx. Stuff like that. So.. search guppies, search!

"we're all just mere beings desperately trying to stay the same in an ever-changing universe." {HIGHEST RANKING: #14 in Poetry and I'm still screaming in joy} Sometimes I curse in these. Don't steal my work.

My life, love, feelings.

In a society where everything goes and there are no morals, how does one go about finding their true compass? And how does one do so without loosing themselves or the people they love along the way?

Bus stops, friendship, failure, day dreaming, Japanese Alt/Indie music, stars, paper airplanes, fleeting, simple: I am just a small collection of experiences but isn't that what makes them worth sharing?

Just random thoughts that i have and maybe my opinions on certain dreams and goals that i have?