Wonderings Stories

"we're all just mere beings desperately trying to stay the same in an ever-changing universe." {HIGHEST RANKING: #14 in Poetry and I'm still screaming in joy} Sometimes I curse in these. Don't steal my work.

little poems and snippets found in my notes app

My life, love, feelings.

Just a Few Words , but they speak a million.

Haha c: Hi, told you this was gonna be a thing. And look I though of a good name too. 'The Meandering Thoughts Of a Wayward Teen' Or uh 'The Twisted And Winding Thoughts Of An Unpredictable Teen'. I'm not gonna lie... This could be deep. OR it could be totally random and make very little sense. Who knows? Oh and uh, that picture? I don't own it okay? I found it on google, I was looking at pics of Shintaro and Route xx. Stuff like that. So.. search guppies, search!

have you ever stopped and wondered what their true intentions are? their actual purpose apart from the obvious? i have. I explore the thoughts I had about their mysterious existence one night looking out my window. RANKED #1 IN WONDERINGS as of 09/12/19 RANKED #428 IN NIGHT as of 11/08/18 RANKED #745 IN NIGHT as of 27/06/18

The space between thoughts and the little things that drip out when my back is turned.

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Life is unexpected and you've just gotta roll with it.

Do you ever sit and wonder, why does anything happen? I think humanity as we know it is just a side affect of the world, I mean we couldn't have been put here to 'better ourselves' or frankly better anything. Look around you, we messed up this planet big time, and the whole 'everything happens for a reason' is frankly just a phrase we use to get on with life. Building from that, everybody always sugar coats stuff and says "well look on the bright side," but what if there isn't one? Yea yea, I know, with good comes evil bla bla; but what if you get stuck right smack in the middle where everything's just kind of, well, there. It's blank and boring but with little snippets of lonesome worries. But then again, what if it isn't? What if in the next five minutes your life changes, or you realize your ambition for singing and go out on a search to find somewhere to preform and then BAM, you became the next big thing. Could quite well possible happen, that's the beauty of life, but sometimes life just leaves you Dazed.

I wonder sometimes. I wonder about you. About us. But more importantly, about me.

I wrote this in 2012 when I was 13. I'd keep in mind that I was probably having an existential crisis and/or particularly pissed of that day. (Even now I couldn't tell you for sure)

Bus stops, friendship, failure, day dreaming, Japanese Alt/Indie music, stars, paper airplanes, fleeting, simple: I am just a small collection of experiences but isn't that what makes them worth sharing?

Meandering thoughts, wonderings, wanderings of the mind. Lost in thought, opinions, the sea and oceans of ideas, to dip in and out of. To rant at mediocrity, to crave more dullness, to enjoy emotions. Take your pick.

In a society where everything goes and there are no morals, how does one go about finding their true compass? And how does one do so without loosing themselves or the people they love along the way?