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❗️mentions of childhood sexual abuse / eating disorder / drinking / childhood trauma. ❗️
In this slow-burn, angst-heavy story set in Hazbin Hotel, Alastor's carefully constructed control begins to fracture when the eating disorder he developed during an abusive childhood starts taking a visible toll. Starvation, alcohol, and untreated trauma quietly erode his body and mind while he insists he's "fine," using charm, intimidation, and even magic to keep others at a distance. As the people around him begin to sense something is wrong, Alastor doubles down on isolation-convinced invisibility is safer than vulnerability. But when the cracks become impossible to ignore, control slips in ways he can't manipulate away. At its heart, the story explores trauma, survival, denial, and what happens when someone who prides themselves on absolute control is forced to confront the fact that they might not be okay.