Истории Yesterdays

Poem from the land of last dreams

I must face the truth... He never love me, and he will never be. It's been years since we last talked. Time flies very fast, that i can't even remember his face now... I've been able to live all by myself since he left. I don't know what is his reason to do such a thing like that but, It hurts me so much more to know that he left me but he gave me something that will always remind me of him. what should i do if he knew about what we did that night was able to give us a blessing? How can i move on? Love is a choice, Iyan ang lagi kong sinasabi sa sarili ko. Choice ko kung gusto ko masaktan, choice ko din kung magiging masaya ba ako o hindi. Pero mali pala ako. May mga bagal pala na hindi ko kayang idikta kung ano ang kasunod na mangyayari o kung ano man ang mararamdaman ko. Akala ko laging masaya lang ang buhay, hindi ko lagi iniisip kung ano ba ang kakahatungan ng mga desisyon ko. Gusto ko ako lagi ang lamang sa kung ano man ang sitwasyong nakapalig saakin. Makasarili ba ako kung ang gusto ko lang naman ay wag akong iwanan ng taong mahal ko? Mali ba? Mali ba na maghangad ako ng alam kong tama para sa sarili ko? Ayoko na kasi laging talo pag dating sa dulo. Ayoko na! I'm Leiyanah Sammantha Hendrix, a girl who fell in love in a popular guy named Fhael Rysean Dellynvine. He is so popular in our University, he's so smart, rich, and handsome guy that every girls in our University dreamed of.

I'll be digging my sands of time, just to savor happiness and pain once more. 3/23/19

yesterday. yesterday's thoughts n feelings. yesterday's love n attention. yesterday. "I love you! do you not understand?! I love you, okay!!!" screaming and yelling matches happened between us often. it was like a fatal stab, the kind that pierces your chest, obliterates your heart and tears through your spine with a pain that drains the life from your being. "WELL I DON'T LOVE YOU!" I yelled at him, not caring who I hurt.

Alicia Goodwin, the most beautiful and talented face on every magazine cover. The girl every guy wants. The girl everyone wants to be. However not the girl she wants to be. Then theres Aidan Reed your average high school "bad boy". Every girl in school wants to date him, but he always refuses them. Maybe, he's just waiting for the right girl to come along.

So many people live inside one person; People who hold several doorways to all their experiences and emotions; And every doorway leads to passages etched onto the soul like a roadmap to the world within.

Random thoughts and poems

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