Historias de Youdidwell

This is just a letter that I wish Jonghyun could see. I know that it's been a while but I have to let it out. Please I don't want any hate, those are my feelings not yours.

Porque ya paso un tiempo, Porque ya cumplio, Porque llego el momento... Sin decir adios... Esta es una historia relacionada con mis historias anteriores, puede leerse por separado sin ningun inconveniente.

김종현 Jonghyun's POV. December 9th to December 18th, 2017. N°1 in 171218! N°1 in wishyouwerehere! Note : BLINGERS/Shawols if you are triggered easily or still sensitive about this, please do not read. A work of love from a || BLINGER ||

Amidst my Darkness.. I write & find solace!~ (I may post here or I may post on my insta acc @howls.of_soul. Please check out if you can. TIA~ ^-^)

I seriously don't know why I'm posting this I guess I just need a place to finally let out my thoughts and stuff like that you know? So if you're interested hello to this story kinda thing and if not..yeah..well..hmm..bye. First you need to know that Jonghyun was a huge inspiration to me since I am a kid and that he saved me a lot of times without even knowing that I exist. You did well Jonghyun..🥀

I'm sorry if this is really sad, but I thought it would be a good idea to honor and tell their stories. I only put a few in here that really hurt me personally. If you don't like this type of concept, then you don't have to read this. This is in honor of them because of what they went through. Yes, I know that the cover doesn't match, don't judge me please.

"I felt it." she whispered. "I felt it too." he replied.

"ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ɪᴛ's ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ɢᴏɴᴇ." 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁🥀 𝔸 𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕣𝕚𝕓𝕦𝕥𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕪 𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕝 ♡ ©️lilaesTAEtichoe 2018 | ongoing

Here are my thoughts about life in general, about my life, my real story, my real me.

Solo escribo como me siento respecto a Jonghyun.

"A veces es bueno experimentar soledad y sentir un vacío, pero es importante saber cómo superar y controlar esas emociones también"

You did well...... But I didn't..

This is just a little something I wrote about Junghyun (R.I.P). It's also contains how I'm feeling about this whole thing. If you listened to the song "Hyeya" by Jonghyun, you'll see the perspectives im writing this in (not only as a Shawol). I don't mean for this to ruin anybody mood or trigger them. So if you are not ready, it's ok.

**TRIGGER WARNING! JONGHYUN WILL BE MENTIONED IN THIS STORY AND IT'S AN ANGST STORY** 1 mark... Maybe it would all pass. It would be temporary. 2 marks... Just a simple mistake. No need to get so worked up over it. 3 marks... Don't be such a fool. Do this right. 4 marks... You upset a friend. No big deal. It would all pass. 5 marks... It's fine. Just keep practising, and you will improve gradually. 6 marks... Again...? Whatever. Just hang in there. 7 marks... You need to be told to do this right? Seriously? You're not a child anymore for God's sake! 8 marks... Wow look...they're all better than you. You're literally nothing compared to them. 9 marks... Your best friend's ignoring you. How nice of her. 10 marks... You're getting tired... 11 marks... There's no way out. Only little hope left. 12 marks... They know how to do everything. And you? You're just the untalented brat who can't do anything right. The world would be a better place without you. 13 marks... Thoughts are everywhere. Cuts are all over your body. You're broken, yet no one's there to help you. 14 marks... There's no point in living anymore. Clearly no one appreciates you. They just pity you because they know you're so damn useless. 15 marks... It's the end. ....Or is it?

Lee Taeyong: a neglected, anorexic twenty-four year old who is grieving over the loss of his brother. Jung Jaehyun: someone who should be dead. -------------------------- "Give this to him...please." "Jae, we came here to visit your parents not give flowers to a fellow griever." "Just do it."

𝙸 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞.

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