Rejection Hurts?

Rejected? I never even loved by anyone n to be rejected for the first time. To find out I've been rejected by my "mate"? But um what's a "mate"? 1st day of junior year in high school yay for me and to start the school year by falling on my ass, just great. But honestly he is so hot just him touching my arm made me tingle with joy. Gazing into his sky blue crystal eyes with his brown messy hair n then plop right on the floor. I still was staring at his beautiful muscular arms until I looked up at his lips that whispered to my face. "Fuck no, I, Jackson Woods reject you as a mate!" The amazing crisp voice crushed my heart but I had no idea why? All these years with Jackson in school n he tells me this now?