note this down, please

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"The truth is that I am weak, I am
so

so
weak;

And if only I was strong, if only I was skinny, if only I was beautiful, if only I was kind, if only I didn't fuck up all the time, if only I was more like my sister, if only my parents loved each other,

if only if only if only

if only i could just kill myself- "

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A life portrayed by notes left anywhere and everywhere-
-baring anything and everything
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THIS STORY CONTAINS THEMES OF SUICIDE AND SELF-HARM.
PLEASE DO NOT READ IF THIS TRIGGERS YOU IN ANY WAY.
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.