Figuring Me Out
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  • Reads 255
  • Votes 6
  • Parts 8
  • Time 46m
Ongoing, First published Feb 19, 2017
Do you ever just have those days when you wake up and feel that a day is going to be horrible? If so, well honey I understand that feeling. But mine is a everyday thing. I am depressed, lonely and well unloved. Can you help me? I don't think so... Wait a guy... He is perfect. Never give up on life even if you look at it as a waste of time. Or if you think that nobody loves you. Trust me people do love you and you will get through it. Depression is the only waste of time for you. Find a way of being happy. Let me introduce myself... Hi my name is Nicole Noel Newman and I am 18. I am a senior in high school. Read this to find out more about my life.
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Why does life come with so many different possible answers to the same question? Which answer is the correct one and how do you know for sure? Finding your true self, amid all the decisions you're forced to make in growing up, is quite a battle, isn't it? I was doing okay. Really I was. Then I literally bumped into him and that was it. That was when everything changed. My life took a new turn and became an exciting adventure. I found myself swept along in a sea of change that I either had to swim along with, or sink and drown. It was a no brainer to swim but fully embracing the changes to the way I thought and felt was quite a journey. This is my story.