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Saving Amaya

random_writer41

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Reads 3,163
Votes 134
Parts 22
Time 5h 56m

random_writer41

Mature

I know I'm not beautiful and I'm okay with that. I'm not some princess frolicking in the woods waiting for some Prince Charming to save me. I am perfectly capable of saving myself. I'm just fucking tired of trying to. 

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Amaya is the farthest thing from a normal high school girl. A fat, emo nerd that is the only girl on the football and wrestling teams. Between her peers, family, and her own thoughts, she can never forget how wrong everything about her is. If nobody can love her, how is she supposed to love herself?

When both Amaya's soft spoken best friend and charismatic neighbor confess feelings for her on the same day, everything changes. 

Amaya's life gets flipped upside down and she needs to decide who her real friends are, whose opinions matter, and how to love herself just the way she is. And the people to help her come from the most unexpected places.All Rights Reserved

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