I can't survive 101 (1D) {Sequel to How to survive the zombie apocalypse 101}

I can’t survive, it’s too hard. I don’t get to sleep, I don’t get to eat, and I can’t leave base. I’m just a dead spirit in a human body. (Must read book one, How to survive the zombie apocalypse 101 (1D) before reading this)
I just want to find them, since we split up I don’t know where they are, if there safe, who they’re with or anything, I just want to see them one last time, even if I’m saying goodbye.
I miss them, I miss him and I just want to be free. I know I’m alive but I feel like I’ve done something wrong and I’m locked up in jail. Like I murdered someone and this is my punishment.
Okay, this isn’t where I left it off last but I need to tell you something, if you see me out there fighting with Harry telling him I don’t need him, stop me. Warn me of what’s coming next, tell me to forgive him, tell me how desperate I will be, please.
I found base with a few others, I lost a good friend, but now I’m stuck. They’re from the Army, they keep us safe inside and the zombies out. I’d rather be fighting out there for what I love and who I care about than get in line, tested, drugged and told everything it’s going to be all right.
Sometimes I can’t even move because I’ve been drugged so heavily for asking or attempting to leave. As they say, all in, no out. I’m trying to escape, for freedom. The others won’t follow my lead, but that won’t stop me. I don’t even get to listen to music because it might give me ideas of leaving. Too late.
All I want is freedom, in a fucked up world.
-Erin
Hello, this is written in a different time of the story so after a few chapters you will see how, and why this is here. Ima geniuses.
So this is my new book. Second one, sequel to the last. So yeah, hope you love it just as much as the first one, hope you enjoy it and the continuation, of the last chapter in the last book, and now the new chapter in the second book. Confusing. That’s it hope you like it by.
-Erin