New York Diaries: Gianna Maphis
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Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Sun, Feb 19, 2017
"A million words can't describe how I feel, I feel ugly, like I have no friends, like I'll never find love" What's the first thing that comes to your head when you think or evolution? Is it Science? Medicine? Humans? When I think of evolution, I think of me, how far I've come but how far I still have to go. "Will I ever make it through?"
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