the damned and broken (on hold)
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Last published Tue, Jan 28, 2014
I watched outside as the rain came pouring down. she didn't have to die, she didn't deserve this, I sat through the funeral I knew she was gone I just wouldn't let myself believe it. they say they would have wanted me to be happy for her, she was in a better place. she always thought she was going to hell. I never thought it would actually happen. she was like my sister, my best friend. Josephine James Johnson or J.j. as we called her. she was Damned to hell and I was broken because of it.
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