My Life In Letters - Phan
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Last published Sun, Apr 9, 2017
It started as an idea in a sick boys head, but it became the only reason a sad boy held on.
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This fic is a Phan AU where Phil is gravely ill, and his writes his life down in a series of letters to leave behind for Dan.
TRIGGERS
-Cancer
-Hospitals
-Depression
This will most likely only be 5-8 chapters, as it's a MiniFic.
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