Color Fade (ON HOLD)
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  • Parts 20
  • Time 1h 37m
Ongoing, First published Feb 20, 2017
Mature
"Do we really need to end it James?" I asked, trying to hold back the tears.

"I'm sorry Em, I know it's hard, but I don't want to drag you down anymore. and since you're gonna leave to study overboard, I don't want you to think of me," James replied as he avoided looking at my eyes.

I wiped my tears and tried to breath.

"Okay than, but remember this James, I love you, and hopefully one day, fate will be good enough to let us encounter each other again, I wish you luck..James..." I choked out the words as I gave him a forced smile, trying not to cry.

"I..please..don't do that Em, you know I hate it when you do that smile," James said, I knew he was nearly gonna burst into tears.

"Well I'm sorry," I apologised. "Once more like last time, goodbye James, may we meet in the future again."

I spinned on my heels and walked away to catch my flight, I tried my best not to look back.

"Goodbye Emily, and I'm sorry, I know I promised I said I won't let you go again but..I'm sorry, goodbye," and the voice disappeared.





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Hello there people~
The name is Emily and I am your main character for this book, nice to meet you all. If you all are wondering why I know you all exist, I am a bit nuts. I'm a depressing douchebag so be prepared. In this world, all I know that I am the friend that gets left behind but will always stay by their side if they need me but I won't argue about this. Why? Because I wanna be the person that nobody these days wouldn't want to be.you will get it soon if you don't get what I mean. So for now, enjoy this lovely (horrible) book of my high school life♡
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