"Do we really need to end it James?" I asked, trying to hold back the tears.
"I'm sorry Em, I know it's hard, but I don't want to drag you down anymore. and since you're gonna leave to study overboard, I don't want you to think of me," James replied as he avoided looking at my eyes.
I wiped my tears and tried to breath.
"Okay than, but remember this James, I love you, and hopefully one day, fate will be good enough to let us encounter each other again, I wish you luck..James..." I choked out the words as I gave him a forced smile, trying not to cry.
"I..please..don't do that Em, you know I hate it when you do that smile," James said, I knew he was nearly gonna burst into tears.
"Well I'm sorry," I apologised. "Once more like last time, goodbye James, may we meet in the future again."
I spinned on my heels and walked away to catch my flight, I tried my best not to look back.
"Goodbye Emily, and I'm sorry, I know I promised I said I won't let you go again but..I'm sorry, goodbye," and the voice disappeared.
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Hello there people~
The name is Emily and I am your main character for this book, nice to meet you all. If you all are wondering why I know you all exist, I am a bit nuts. I'm a depressing douchebag so be prepared. In this world, all I know that I am the friend that gets left behind but will always stay by their side if they need me but I won't argue about this. Why? Because I wanna be the person that nobody these days wouldn't want to be.you will get it soon if you don't get what I mean. So for now, enjoy this lovely (horrible) book of my high school life♡
CRINGE WARNING!
First book I ever wrote on here!!
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"Sometimes the person who you are willing to take a bullet for is the person behind the gun."
I stood peering over the cold lifeless body that lay before my eyes. I had always thought of death the enemy, but right now, I blessed it upon the person who is now at peace. Sometimes you don't need to be the smartest, or the fastest, but you do need to be wisest.
They say the blood runs deeper than water, and I believe it, because even though the people that we love can turn on us and begin to hate us, they are only human, meaning that soon they will begin to see how short life really is and how it is not to be wasted.
People who seem perfect and they look like they have no floors'; they are the people who are suffering, like I was. But I found my savior in the most uncommon place. He was able to look through my mask, he saw the cracks, and tried to fix the broken girl that hid away deep inside the girl who only wanted to be seen as 'fine'.
I slowly began to find comfort and safety in him, and I did the same to him. We were two broken people becoming whole. Someone once said when you pass, if you can count your true friends on one hand you are beyond lucky, and I even though I did not like the person that lay before me, I know that he once had true friends, including me.
I'm a 17 year old girl who has suffered more than any other, beginning to believe that 'Hope' was just another word the people throw around. Until I fell in love with a badboy.
Trailer to the side -------------------> Made By @Laura__1
Cover made by @Beautiful_Tragedy8
Copyright 2014