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Try To Change Me

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Reads 8,926
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Parts 44
Time 5h 9m

SwimmingUpstream

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"I'm questioning my very existence and you're asking if I'd like syrup with my pancakes?!"
"Everybody knows it's better to have your mid-life crisis on a full-stomach."
"No, everybody knows it's better to have your mid-life crisis when you're not 16!"

When you're a teenager, it doesn't take a lot to make you question yourself. A few mean comments, a few sideways glances, and you're frantically trying to remember what you had for breakfast and whether it's stuck in your teeth. 

Austen, Ebony, Carissa, Finnegan, Salena and Phitz have bigger things to worry about. 

Like being shot. 

The awful part: they don't know why. The worst part: finding out just might destroy them. As their lives are cast under the spot-light, cracks begin to show that could very well swallow them whole.

"You're right, I'm not who I thought I was. I'm different. But I am ME. You can try to change me, you have tried, but there are some things you cannot change!"

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SECRETs (Not edited) by tintinspy

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Why We Laugh (#Wattys2018) by CarpeDiemWrite

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Not Sick But Not Well.

This day wasn't an exception. I cried over and over until I could no longer, I wiped my tears and took the packages in my arms after opening the door. In the house, nothing new. They were still talking, so I had time to drop off the packages, and without even opening one, I headed to the showers, cleaned my face with water, and went to my room. This is roughly how my days as a child went. I know that it cannot be described as an ideal childhood, but it would certainly be the most beautiful period of my life. Despite family conflicts, school conflicts, loneliness, and fear, I was happy. I was happy because they were all there, happy because they always remained, despite my faults, and happy. After all, I knew that I had not yet experienced the worst. Happy because I knew, that sooner or later everything would end. So yes, I was as cowardly and useless as they all claimed and even more naive than they would have believed, but this vision that I had at that age kept me going. Although the truth was hard to accept, I was given no choice. So I accepted life as it came; I accepted myself and my truth, my weaknesses, and the fact that I had to get used to the idea that I would always be the first actor to die in films.